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2007-06-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

yes. i've MOVED.
i've moved to
********.blogspot.com
or could it be
********.livejournal.com ?
HAHA.

2007-06-23T17:14:00.000-07:00

i have yet to come up with a new blog.
so shall post this link here about the camwhoring session i have with jess.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2090613500

2007-06-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

this shall be my last entry in this blog.
i'll be changing url already.
only people close to me and people i trust will know the blog address.
ask me online if you want to know the new address. hur.
but i'll still think twice before letting you know.

but anyways. there's just some things i just don't understand.
why can some people be so so SO sensitive when it's actually talking about another person. hur.
plus why can some people mouth be SO big?
i don't deny i have a big mouth too but i think WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOUR MOUTH IS BIGGER laa.
HAHA. oops.
and lastly. to you. i know you've been reading my blog and saying that you don't like cos my blog sounds emo and all.
since you don't like, don't read laa. it's as simple as that please. hur.
it's my blog what.
and i don't only say things about YOUR FRIENDS, i do say things about other people's friends too.
does that mean i'm into their what you called - AFFAIRS?
hmm. many questions to ponder.

okays. i think i'll be dead when school reopens.
the sensitive people will be coming after me.
if not, they will be diao'ing me.
jess, protect me please. HAHA.

anyways. holidays is coming to an end.
sadded.
cos that means mid year exam will be starting.
argh.

anyways. camwhoring with jess is definitely fun please.
we do all crazy things at esplanade and in foodcourt.
and i love going to her house!
cos her mum keep asking me to eat this eat that.
so cute laa.

and by the way, KARMA KARMA KARMA.
jess and i believe it.
and yes, some of you out there will get KARMA some day.
YES, IT'S YOU.
so, do some good deed please.
(((:

BYE. MOVED.

2007-06-06T02:44:00.000-07:00

okays. i just ended a 3h plus msn talk with genshen.
we had a retarded conversation.
3/4 of the conversation were arguments sia.
HAHA.
and after the arguments, we'll just tell each other RELAX, IM KIDDING, I KNOW, etc etc.
super funny laa.
retarded genshen. he is a mixture of MAT, BENG, JAY CHOU and GAY.

anyways,

michelle needs to stop playing.
michelle needs to stop slacking.
michelle needs to start mugging.
michelle needs to touch her notes.
michelle needs to stop coming online.
michelle needs to stay focus on her studies.
michelle needs to start studying something.
michelle needs to sleep early and wake up early.
michelle needs to make good use of this holiday.
michelle needs to resist the computer temptation.

therefore, today will be the last day of michelle using the computer.
so if you guys see me online tomorrow, it must be someone hacking into my account.
bye people. i'll be back when school starts.
contact me via hp then.
hopefully i'll reply asap cos usually my phone is not with me.
it's rotting in my room while i'm in the living room.

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSRI.

(((:

2007-06-05T12:52:00.000-07:00

was messaging susu just now.
trying to console her about her r/s.
and i've really come to realise that guys are seriously a bastard.
there's a few reasons.

1. GUYS can calculate the feelings they left for the girl in percentage
2. GUYS will abandon their gf for another new and pretty girl
3. GUYS doesn't care about the girl after they broke up, leaving the girl feeling hurt
4. GUYS have 98729378892374 excuses when they wants a break up
5. GUYS doesn't keep the promises they say in the first place
6. GUYS scare/afraid the girl would leave them first but in the end, they left first

plus some girls are really a bitch.
they come in between a couple and be the third party.
causing the GUY can't resist the temptation.

come on, you know the guy is already attached.
can't you be more reserved? and just secretly admire him or something.
is it that fun to be a third party?
so now they've broken up, are you really happy? and not feeling guilty?

yaa. i'm helping susu to scold that girl.
she's only a year 1 kid and she's pretty.
that's why the guy has fallen into the trap.

come on. pretty is not only defined as by their looks.
but also the things that the girl has done for you and their character.

wells. i really admire people who goes into a long term r/s.
but then again, into a relationship would means being tied down.
i'm still young now.
i want to enjoy in the sense of socialising.
cos when you have a bf, they won't allow you to socialise with guys.
but then again, into a relationship would means there's someone out there who really cares for you.

but will that last?

2007-06-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

finally, sufri has sent me a song which i like.
the lyrics is nice.
(((:

Making A Memory - Plain White T's
Friday night's such a beautiful night
Where you going?
I didn't mean to blow it
You're upset and I don't know what I said
But I'm sorry
Don't you give about me?

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Don't pretend you're not smiling again
Let's just leave it
You know I didn't mean it
Don't know why we put up such a fight
Over nothing
When we could still be something

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door
There's no need to leave anymore

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Can't do this myself
No, I need some help
Wanted some help

Friday night's such a beautiful night
Now you're staying

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Friday night's such a beautiful night (making a memory)
Now you're saying
(Making a memory)
Don't know why we put up such a fight (making a memory)
Over nothing
(Making a memory)

2007-06-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

suddenly, childhood memories just came back.
i really miss the times i had when i was a young child.
where i used to stay at waterloo street, 10th floor.
and i had a babysitter back then.
she look after me and my friend, elaine.

it's always around evening, we would head down to 5th floor.
actually, we're not suppose to cos our parents don't allow.
but we just go there secretly, asking our babysitter to keep quiet about it.
wells. neighbours from other blocks plays with us too.
all of us come together.
playing catching, playing at the playground, talking to one another.

i remember carrying my babysitter son's bicycle to the 5th floor.
it's those kind of really huge and big adult bicycle.
can you imagine? i was only like 9 years old back then.
and i took the risk of riding it.
wells. that was how i learn to ride on my own.
sometimes, i would also roller blade.
those were the times. really fun.

most of the people there were from the same primary school as me.
wenting, jiahui, grace, yoges, archana and many more.
kids ranging from 7 to 11 years old.
and not forgetting this guy, who wish to be known as converse.

i remembered once i fell off from the playground slide.
initially i already had a wound and due to that fall, blood were seen again.
my wound was quite bad at that time.
it was converse, who ask me sit on the bicycle, and then he fetch me to the nearest tap.
he helped me to wash my wound and ensure that it's clean and stuff.
back then i think he was only 1 year older than me.

i remember there's another time where i took his i/c.
then he pulled my hair just because i didn't want to return him.
even though i've seen the i/c, i still can't remember his name.
i wonder if he still stays there.
oh. sometimes when me and elaine play till quite late, my babysitter would just shout our names out from the window.
HAHA.

i also used to have tuition at 7th floor.
the tuition teacher was my babysitter's grandson.
his really smart and good looking.
had maths and science tuition that time.
wells. i even attended his marriage a few years back.

everything has changed now.
all of us grew up.
most of us still study in the same secondary school.
but we don't even say hi to each other.
because all of us changed.
some become bungs. some become ah lians.
a minority remains the same.
plus i don't stay there anymore so maybe we've forgotten one another.

wells. sometimes i wish i could go back to those days.
where everyone comes together and play.
and wherever you go, you will sure bound to know someone.
and i love visiting the market with my babysitter too.
it's so frequent that almost all the aunty and uncle there knows me.

and then at night, my dad would come and fetch me.
during the car journey, he would made me memorise my timetable.
that's his way of making me memorise my timetable.

how i wish i could have a childhood friend reunion.
ain't that nice?
and i hope to find converse.
hur.
if only i remember his real name.

(((:

2007-06-04T15:41:00.000-07:00

i just finish my lunch - campbell soup.
it's the mushroom with seafood one.
my favourite. (((:
then i'm going to eat mister potato soon.
HAHA.
i'm such a fatty uh.

anyways. i saw carrie chong yesterday.
at ang mo kio esso petrol station.
she was queing up.
pretty pretty lady!
same as the other time she came to our school.

*PORKY, JEALOUS?

(((:

2007-06-04T01:09:00.000-07:00

jellybeans.
my favourite. (((:

pictures are as below:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091418437
(CLUBBING)
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091416757
(WITH LEONG)
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091416463
(FARISHA'S CHALET)

or you can go under the "fellas" section and then the "peek-a-boo" section.

2007-06-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

i'm finally back home yesterday night.
as i said, i went to farisha's resort at sentosa on friday.

first, met up with leong.
then met up with jess and farisha.
and then we took the monorail into sentosa.
after that, we met up with farisha's secondary school friends.
i can't remember all their names except yusri, amal and jocelyn.
so there's 5 guys and 1 girl from farisha's seconday school.
plus me, jess and leong.

we hang around then went up to the resort.
after awhile, eunice, her bf, sha and fareez came.
so more people now.
and all of us walked to beach station to fetch sufri and hafiz.
sat around and we were really bored.
so we went back to the resort to put sufri's and hafiz's bag.
in the meanwhile, farisha's secondary school friends started to camwhore.

on friday night. me, jess, jocelyn and all the guys from farisha's sec school didn't sleep.
just sat beside the pool and talk.
while the rest slept on the wooden chair laa.
wells. they are really a bunch of funny guys.
started laughing laughing and played cards too.
and then a guard walked over and says that people complained we were too noisy.
so we had to lower down our volumes laa.
hur.
we wonder who complain sia.

anyways. farisha's friends all look like people we know laa.
got one look like jonathan chua from my school.
another look like jay chou. (((:
and another one look like mr azlan.
HAHA.
so funny.
then they keep making fun of that guy who looks like jay chou.
oops!

seriously. we didn't sleep until the next morning.
and jess would bathe at like 5am what.
HAHA.
so early in them morning, 3 of the guys went to swim while i went to bathe.
me and 3 of the guys wanted to go tanning.
but the guys were all dropping dead cos they didn't sleep so the left and went home instead.
so after farisha's parents left the room, we went up to sleep.
OMG. too tired already.
slept for an hour plus and we went to delifrance for lunch.
i just had a chocolate croissant and we left to 7-11 to get dice.
unfortunately, there isn't any so we walked back to the resort room.

started playing "heart attack".
super funny manx. HAHA.
we felt boring and started playing with monopoly.
and this monopoly game has a MISSED A TURN thing.
hur.
after awhile, we slept again! haha.
and farisha keep stopping us from sleeping laa. hmm.

wells. by the time we woke up, it's like 4pm plus i guess.
we slack around again, watching tv and talk about many stuffs.
started laughing and laughing.
then watch the movie on sufri's laptop.
and then eunice came. with her brother, ernest and bf.
OMG. ernest is really good looking and cute manx. serious.
although his sec 2 now, he looks like a p5 kid.
but still, his super good looking laa.
and so sufri can step aside already. HAHA.

anyways. me, jess, sufri and leong left the resort at 7.30pm.
took a bus out and went to the seah im food centre for dinner.
all of us left to take train while leong took a bus home.
before i left, leong passed me a bottle of jelly beans.
so nice of him laa.
and yes, jelly beans are my favourite!
I LOVE JELLY BEANS. (((:
while waiting for sufri to come out of the toilet, we saw charlotte and dorinda!
so concidence.
right. and so i reached home at around 10pm.
quickly took a shower and i went to sleep. cos i'm really really tired manx.

okays, not forgetting, we have been camwhoring during the resort.
pictures will soon be uploaded.

i think i really need to study tomorrow.
i've already cancel the date made with leong, sakq, kiat and bryan to watch movie tomorrow.
and cancel the invitation from pm to watch movie tomorrow also.
so that i can study!

by the way. i slept for 17h today!
my bad habit is coming back.
i can't believe i slept for that long.
from 10.30pm to the next day 3.30pm.
if dad didn't wake me up today, i think i will just continue sleeping until evening?

hur.

2007-06-01T14:19:00.000-07:00

okays. i shall upload the pictures i took at velvet dragon since i'm free now.

the rest of the photo that i took with leong will be posted tomorrow.

because i need to rush off now to prepare and leave the house.

(((:

2007-06-01T12:49:00.000-07:00

the good girl michelle went clubbing yesterday.
it's the very first time i went clubbing laa.
but many don't believe it's my first time. HAHA.
wells, it's interesting. i like.
cos i like to dance there.
anyways. i went to velvet dragon. (((:

basically everything that i did yesterday was free.
i went to my grandma's place in the afternoon.
taken my lunch then i left there at 4.30pm.
there was a last minute plan.
so i went to take a train down to orchard to meet leong.
because he had free movie tickets.
plus free drinks and popcorn.
like OMG laa.
we love freebies! HAHA.
so we catch shrek 3 digital.
manx. the movie is really hilarious.
and so cute laa.

oh yaa. we went into the cinema early.
and we started camwhoring.

after watching, we went to take a bus down to clarke quay.
during the bus journey, we camwhore again.
wells, we went there to meet up with jenna, emily and moses.
we were still early so we went walking around the new shopping centre, central.
didn't really look at the things cos we were talking about some other stuffs.
while waiting, we saw some other millennians.
my friends came and we started searching for velvet dragon.
HAHA.

we really didn't know where was it so we anyhow walk.
and we phoned many people for help.
in the end, all thanks to the direction gave by the taxi driver, we found the place!
then leong so happen to see one of his old friend, chenze there.
and he gave us free tickets laa.
OMG. see, it's FREE again! HAHA.

went in but it was still early so nothing much to do.
and then we started to camwhore in the toilet.
i love their toilet manx.
it's very nice and luxurious laa.
got sofa inside. cool ehs.
i don't mind staying inside the toilet for hours. HAHA.
and the toilet seats were golden colour. manx.

as it's getting later, many people were at the dance floor already.
so we joined in and start dancing.
in the beginning i felt quite weird laa cos it's my first time.
but after that, i got used to it and started dancing like mad. HAHA.
then there were guys behind us.
i didn't know what that means until emily told us.
but yaa, i don't care about those guys also.
i just continue dancing with my friends. HAHA.
and chenze ask me to be careful too. hur.

wells. got ourself free drinks.
and its breezer. OMG. i don't drink please.
my friends kept asking me to try one sip and i tried.
sorry to say, but it's not nice at all. i don't like.
in the first place, i don't even drink even though the alcohol percentage is low.
so i only had really a small sip and i gave emily to drink the rest of my drink.
HAHA.
so was jenna. she gave hers to moses.
and we made new friends there too!
tingting, cray and serene. (((:

then there was this guy, he keep coming forward to ask me dance with him laa.
and this was my first time, i didn't know how to reject so emily came to my rescue.
emily started dancing with me. HAHA.
wells. and after that, we got pulled up to dance at the dance stage. OMG.
but it's fun. really fun.
i love the songs at velvet dragon.
it's all the latest hits. super nice.

wells. overall, it's really fun. that's all i can describe. HAHA.
but i find it really smoky there and i can't really stand it.
so we dance dance dance and left at around 2.45am.
jenna, moses and i started to wander around outside.
and had some 7-11 food too.

well, was messaging chenze laa.
then he keep telling me not to club too often, it's bad. HAHA.
and asked me to go over mac for supper.
then another guy, leon also ask me out for supper at jurong.
but i rejected cos it's like so far laa.
then he say it's okays, he can ride me back.
yes, he has got a bike. woo hoo!

but i didn't go laa. cos too far already.
wells. the 3 of us wandered around until 4.30am and we cabbed home.
and so i reach home at around 5am.
do whatever i need to do and went to sleep.

oh. i actually have a wound on my knee.
cos on the way to meet leong, i fell down laa.
i totally didn't know there's blood until i was on the bus. hur.

and this morning, i woke up at 11am.
messaged my parents to tell them i'm going for chalet tonight!
yay!
so pictures will only be uploaded perhaps tomorrow night.
cos i'll be staying over at farisha's resort at sentosa tonight.
and going to town with leong tomorrow.
yay!

i'm happy and sad also.
cos i haven't really touch my studies.
argh.

and i want to go clubbing again. i want to go to clinic.

(((:

2007-05-31T01:29:00.000-07:00

leong sent me this song.

the lyrics is really beautiful and meaningful.

i like.

All My Life - Shayne Ward

I will never find another lover

Sweeter than you

And I will never find another lover

More precious than you

Girl you are

Close to me you're like my mother

Close to me you're like my father

Close to me you're like my sister

Close to me you're like my brother

You are the only one,

You're my everything

And for you this song I sing

All my life

I prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I

That I finally found you

All my life

I prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you

Feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said, you're all that I'm thinking of

Baby

Said I promise to never

Fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of

I praise the Lord above

For sending me your love

I cherish every hug
I really love you

You're all that I ever know

When you smile on my face

All I see is a glow

You turn my life around

You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know

When you smile my face glows

You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know

When you smile my face glows

You picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you

Feel the same way too

Yes I pray that you

Do love me too

All my life

I prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I

That I finally found you

All my life

I prayed for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do love me too

i like the words in bold.

by the way,

LEONG LOVES MICHELLE.
AND

MICHELLE LOVES LEONG.

OMG. ain't leong just so cute?

(((:

2007-05-30T14:29:00.000-07:00

i had this for my lunch today - FRIED UDON.
it's cooked by MICHELLE YEO. me laa.
i wanted to eat cup noodles in the first place.
but knowing that my mum would scold me for eating it 2 days in a row, i decided to cook my own lunch.
wanted to cook fried rice but there isn't much ingredient.
then i saw a packet of udon so yaa, I WANT TO EAT THAT.
wanted to add prawn and meat but got to defrost it and i was lazy to wait so i didn't add them.
saw the crab stick and it's easier to cook that.
and i wanted to open the can of mushroom but thinking i won't be able to finish all today, i didn't add it in.
plus there were 10 eggs, i wanted to add but it's expired.
OMG laa.

wells. i know this lunch looks pathetic.
it's like so plain and just a bit red colour here and there.
but it tastes nice please. serious!
i added sesame oil and garlic. that's why it tastes nice.
but after i finish eating, i realised it's quite oily.
HAHA.
think i added too much oil.

so do i consider this as a healthy lunch cos there's no poultry
or do i consider it as an unhealthy lunch cos it's too oily?
HAHA.

OH. i slept for 11h today. this shows improvement okays!

(((:

2007-05-29T19:43:00.000-07:00

oh yaa. this is the weird smiley face drawn by sufri.

2007-05-29T16:41:00.000-07:00

OMG. i slept for 13h today.
break my own record manx.
i'm such a pig laa. OMG.
i guess it's all because i slept at 3am last night plus all the not enough sleep from the last few weeks.
everything has accumulate till today!
and so, i'm going to have my LUNCH at around 5pm.
going to eat cup noodles so currently waiting for the water to get boiled.
HAHA.

wells. i can't wait for friday. OMG. can't wait please.
i'm dragging sufri along. (((:
was talking to him on msn last night.
then we say we going to have emo talk on friday because both of us were feeling emo last night.
HAHA.
he will lend me his shoulder to cry while i will lend him mine to sleep on.
what a nice junior and sweet senior yaa?
oops! self praise.
never mind laa. cos that's why sufri always does.
and he won't think it's a self praise.
HAHA.
plus leong might be coming too for the sentosa resort.
so i'm going to have another pair of listening ears if sufri falls asleep.
(((:

and oh. i can't wait for the 4th to come.
will be having movie marathon with my 4 favourite guys.
LEONG, SAKQ, KIAT and BRYAN.
watching pirates 1 & 2 at one of their house then part 3 in the cinema.
OMG. i think it's going to be so fun laa.
i will just laugh and laugh non-stop.
and sakq won't be able to bully me because leong will protect me.
yay!
LEONG'S my guardian angel. (((:

i love this holiday.
but still, I MUST STUDY!

oh yaa. me and leong doesn't like CHAO TA.
yes, you are the CHAO TA.
HAHA.

(((:

2007-05-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

he knows i'm taking picture of him

reading through my maths notes

to help me search for a solution

things i wrote on his hand: SUFRI'S A NICE GUY, SUFRI'S LAME, etc

sleeping uh sleeping

i look super ugly in this picture laa. OMG.

looking lost

i'm trying to zoom into his long and curly eye lashes. ain't it nice?

hello people! i'm SUFRI. (((:

2007-05-28T23:33:00.000-07:00

met sufri at tpy interchange at 1.45pm.
we headed to tpy library to study.
wells. i think we didn't really study.
as usual, couldn't concentrate. HAHA.
oops!
but still, i tried doing the maths question but i still don't know how to. BOO!
he tried helping me to solve the sums but no use also.
then i continued trying to do other sums while he studies management.
we stayed there until 5.30pm and left.

headed to tpy entertainment to see arshad.
cos he's working there today.
saw him and just talk for a while.
when i left, he was like "DON'T PLAY UNTIL TOO LATE AH, I WANT YOU TO BE HOME BY 7PM".
i'm like "YAA YAA, DON'T NONSENSE".
(((:

wells. sufri and i left the place and decided to take bus 157 to beauty world.
had macs there for our dinner.
and i saw LEONG, SAKQ, KIAT and BRYAN leaving beauty world laa.
called them.
then sakq and bryan came back cos bryan needs to withdraw money.
and wells. they stayed on to joke with me and sufri.
the two of them started bullying me so i called up leong to complain.
then leong says tomorrow his going to whack sakq. yay!

after dinner, sakq and bryan left us.
so the two of us went to play pool.
and i'm so going to go back to that place again cos it's so empty.
there's hardly anyone playing there and it's cheap.
costs only $5.80 per hour.
then we met another millennian there - MAX.
he stayed on and watch us played for a while.
and OMG, he kept asking if sufri and i were together and how long have we been together laa.
HAHA. then i can't stop asking him DON'T BE NONSENSE PLEASE.

anyways. i swear sufri's a lousy player even though i lost to him, 3 - 1.
many funny incidents happened while playing.
and i can't stop laughing, so is he.
HAHA.
max laughed at him too. it's so like OMG kind of action that sufri had done.
HAHA.
then max left first with his friends.
both sufri and i were feeling tired already so we left at around 9.45pm.
yaa, he accompanied me to the bus stop and so concidence, my bus came fast.
so we parted.

OMG. i think sufri's damn nice laa.
first he came all the way from jurong east to tpy just to study at the library.
secondly he pays for my food and the pool bill.
and then in the end, i have to just throw a 5bucks into his bag cos i feel bad. hur.
(((:

never mind. there's pictures of the day.
will be uploaded real soon.
wanted to camwhore but that guy didn't want to cos he says he's hair is too short now and it's ugly.
come on sufri, you still look handsome! (((:
so in the end, i just had to secretly take candid shots of him.
HAHA.

2007-05-28T12:04:00.000-07:00

waiting waiting waiting.
i'm bored.
waiting waiting waiting.
sweesiong pulled sufri to accompany him to cut hair.
that's why sufri's taking such a long time to come over tpy.
hur.
quick, i want to get out of the house and study cos i've already wasted my monday morning.
BOO.

2007-05-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

i think i'm going to camwhore tomorrow.
no idea why but just feel like it.
okays, i pity sufri cos i'm just going to pull him to camwhore with me.
HAHA.
and since sufri claims that "his nice, sweet and he'll do anything for michelle".
but still, i'm going to beat sufri in playing pool tomorrow too. yay!
so sufri, MICHELLE THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.

(((:

2007-05-27T13:53:00.000-07:00

was back home with raza, arshad, aidi, minshan, lis and althea the other day.
and raza was practising his throwing caps skills.
so i decided to video it down. (((:
by the way, dinner with farisha is cancelled! hur.

2007-05-27T13:06:00.000-07:00

was having breakfast this morning and i came across this interesting article.
it talks about SMILING.

1) "Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day"

2) "Smiling is my favourite exercise"

3) "Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad"

4) "If you have only one smile in you, give it to the people you love. Don't be surly at home, then go out in the street and start grinning 'Good morning' at total strangers."

ain't it interesting?
so people, we should learn to start smiling everywhere we go.
and i'm sure it would brighten up our day and other people's day. (((:

anyways. will be going over to grandma house later.
then meeting farisha in the evening for dinner.
yay! we gonna talk about all the emo things.
HAHA.
and i want to camwhore later too. (((:

2007-05-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

manx. i can't wait for next week to come. YES, MICHELLE CAN'T WAIT.
because pretty pretty interesting plans are made.

mon - studying and shopping with sufri
tue - maybe out with jess and the others to Kbox or clubbing?
wed - perhaps studying with edward, pm and jasden
thur - VESAK DAY. will be off to grandma's house for grandfather's death anniversary.
fri - crashing clarice nursing lecture at NYP (am) ; going to farisha's resort at sentosa to stay overnight and study (pm)
sat - out to town with arshad
sun - most likely staying home to study i guess

YAY! i love the 1st week of june.
BUT BUT BUT when it comes to the next 3 weeks.
i'll probably suffer cos i need to study and study and study non-stop for my MYE. ))):
there's just going to be so much things for me to study.

NEVER MIND cos i already have dates from pm to study with him, edward and jasden.

OMG people. i have the song WOULD YOU BE THERE by redwan ali.
that channel 8 9pm show song.
that super nice and touching song!
if you want, ask from me.
i would gladly send it to you.

and of cos, a special thanks and big hug to PM.
cos he has been helping me to find that songs from his friends.
thanks PM, my all time favourite TAU POK!
and sorry for not answering your calls just now.
phone wasn't with me.

(((:

2007-05-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

You Are 35% Jealous

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2007-05-26T13:24:00.000-07:00

memories spent with him at east coast park just came back suddenly.
our first time to east coast park to have pinic.
and our first time to roller blade together.
i was seriously bad at it.
you asked me to hold on tight to you and you will lead the way.
you asked me not to afraid.
you taught me the skills for roller blading.
you gave me the sense of security that i've never had before.
you tried your very best to protect me from falling.
even if i do, you really shower your care and concern for me.
you always make sure that i'm really feeling safe.
however, i fell and there's a scar left on my left knee.
it's never going to go away.
everytime i sees it, the moments we had will just comes back to my mind.
and this is really called memories.
i just wish we could have another roller blading time together again.

thanks for such wonderful memories. (((:

have you really forgotten all these memories we've spent together?

2007-05-26T13:11:00.000-07:00

it's time for meaningful lyrics again.
can't remember who send me this song but i love the lyrics.

That's When I Love You by Aslyn
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when u speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you can't quite match you clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you I love you
More than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby, nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you , when I love you no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

2007-05-26T11:18:00.000-07:00

wells. junhao told me why garnet cheerleading didn't win this year.
and the reason is like so "hmm, okays" kind of thing.
this particular teacher said:

we threw hidayah too high up in the air already
we violate against the rule of having a 2 stack and a girl standing up there

cos to the teachers, safety comes first.

so now we know it's not because of the hiphop dance reason that got us 3rd.

it's all because of the "dangerous" stunts we do.

hur. dangerous? hmm.

2007-05-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

i don't understand something.
why some people can move on so fast?
or is it because i'm the one still holding on too much?
still unable to let it go?
wells. it's really amazing that people make promises but it still ends.
just sadded by the fact that it didn't last.
i think i really need a long time to recover from what i have lost.
but still, i do not wish to forget those times.
actually, i'm still hoping to get back.
just hoping.

but. will i be able to?

2007-05-25T19:22:00.000-07:00

i'm so bored.
didn't attend school today cos wasn't feeling well.
was online with arshad and sufri for awhile.
then i went to sleep cos was really tired.
and so i didn't eat my lunch.
BOO!

i want to ...
i want to ...
i want to ....

GO SHOPPING.
((:

2007-05-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

arshad came back to school yesterday for lunch time concert.
so i stayed back after school with my friends to watch it. yay!

after everything ended, i met up with sufri.
both of us took 157 to toa payoh central.
had our lunch at entertainment macs.
wanted to study there but it was noisy and there isn't any charger to charge his laptop.
so we left to the library.
found some seats even though there isn't any charger.
wells. i tried hard to do my work but was distracted. HAHA.
he also did the report halfway then stop already.
so we started surfing the net laa. oops!

got to leave at around 7pm cos his laptop was hibernating. hmm.
and he was deciding whether to go home or not.
then finally he decided to go home first then to raj's place.
so we went to take 157 home.
then on the way was messaging kristen.
he called me a LAUGHING MONSTER.
in fact, his the one please.

but anyways. i message him till i fell asleep.
when i woke up, it's really late already.
and missed coming online for GPP.
oh my gosh laa. hmm.
sorry people!

today was interesting.
me, arfie, ben, calvin and cheryl became the tourguide for gan eng seng people.
a number of them came to visit our school.
and we just need to guide them along the way laa.
so before they left, a group of girls came and talk to me.
they say: heys! my friend say you are ****.
shall not say it out cos people will sure say that i'm bragging about it.
HAHA.
but still, it's stuck in my head laa.
and then one girl requested to picture with her and i'm shocked laa.
i don't really know her and yaa, interesting right?
HAHA.

saw sufri in school.
and he told me we actually took the wrong bus last night.
he say we took 163 and not 157.
i'm like oh my gosh, are you sure?
cos i remember it's 157 laa. hmm.
and that sufri will take until he still don't know that the bus is going a different route laa.
how lousy yaa?

anyways, ran 3.4km for pe today. tired sia.
took bus home with macrina and minshan.
macrina got herself a seat while minshan and i stand throughout the journey. hmm.
both of us crapped along the journey cos we were too bored laa.
HAHA.
wells. i look at the year book and started laughing at minshan's face.
HAHA.
it's super funny. hmm.
macrina alight first.
followed by minshan then me.

and i bought oreo ice blended bubble tea on the way home. (((:

2007-05-22T19:49:00.000-07:00

holidays are just round the corner. yay!
plans are made.

- study with mac
- study and shopping with sufri (((:
- clubbing
- crashing poly lecture
- AND MORE STUDYING

anyways. i feel super sleepy this few days.
i guess it's because i slept too late at night.
resulting me in falling asleep during many lessons.
hmm.

reached home early today at 4pm.
ate rice dumpling then watch tv halfway till i fell asleep.
HAHA. cos super tired laa.
and then i woke up at 7.30pm.
going to have dinner soon!

anyways. the teacher says my command is too soft for this morning.
he wants me to shout laa even though it may sound high pitch.
argh!

2007-05-21T22:08:00.000-07:00

macs breakfast with junhao this morning. (((:
saw many MI people there too.
then left at around 8.15am cos i have duty in the morning.
my duty is to shout command for morning assembly.

manx. it's my first time doing it and i have no experice at all.
i have never shouted a command before laa.
so i was really nervous standing up on stage.
hur.
no choice. i had to replace my friend cos she didn't dare to do it.
and so i had to set an example that GIRL can do command too.
HAHA.
wells. i think i didn't do a good job.
my voice was quite high pitch.
and i think people laughed laa.
it's okays. i don't mind. so yaa.

my seniors was kind enough that they ask me to stay back today and they will train and teach me. (((:
so i went to clubhouse after school.
saw weiyew and sakq there.
soon after, leong and kiat came.
waited for the PEPS students to finish running then we went to the stadium.
they taught me what to do, what not to do, how to shout, etc.
practiced and practiced and they say that's the way to shout the command.
okays! i'm full of confident now.

thanks leong, kiat, sakq and weiyew. THANKS. (((:
and then started joking around with those 4 guys also.
they are really funny. serious.
i laugh till i teared. hur.

anyways. pm was asking if i want to go westmall with him and edward.
but i was kind of tired. so sorry yaa?
will go out with you guys soon okays!
reached home and dad ask me to go to yishun to meet him and mum for dinner.
i was early so i went to shop around ntuc.
how interesting yaa?

and so i reach home at around 9.30pm. (((:

I WILL DO A GOOD COMMAND TOMORROW!

2007-05-20T02:47:00.000-07:00

watch GARNET'S cheerleading at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06dByzaipSc

2007-05-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

i just hope that what nic told me are not the truth.
sadded.

2007-05-19T13:32:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i've blogged.
due to the busy schedule of cheerleading and i-day rehearsal.
for cheerleading, we stayed back in school for the last 2 weeks.
everyday until like 8pm. hur.

anyways. GP exam in the morning yesterday.
alright laa. but i think i won't pass. HAHA.
stayed in school after that to practice our cheerleading again.
and sports day officially starts at 6.30pm.

wells. i can say GARNET rocks. seriously.
first, they announced cheerleading results.
4th - zircon
3rd - GARNET
2nd - sapphire
1st - onyx

we were so sad. really.
all of us was like what the.
can really see the disappointment at all our faces laa.
oh my gosh.
people from zircon and onyx couldn't believe the result also.
oh wells.
never mind then.
cos there's always next year what.
and our cheerleading will be the champion!
HAHA.

and then it comes to the track results.
4th - sapphire
3rd - onyx
2nd - zircon
1st - GARNET

oh my gosh. yay! GARNET rocks.
after we hear the 3rd place, we started screaming and shouting for joy already.
a bit too early laa. but still. HAHA.
and after they announced the 2nd place, we were super super happy!
whole GARNET started cheering and screaming. yay!
ran up to get the trophy and took pictures laa.

after everything ended, had debrief.
thank everyone and did GARNET cheer again.
but due to the cheerleading results, some of us even cried laa.
i'm sad though but didn't cry. hur.

oh. must thank leong and pm.
they are really kind laa.
cos my face was dirty due to the flour during the cheerleading.
then they offered to help me clean manx.
pm helped me clean then rub on his shirt. HAHA.
but i think it's disgusting. oops!
went over to leong then he offered me his towel.
and started telling me where's dirty laa.
and sakq will just ask me to rub it on his shirt what. nonsense sia.

anyways. this year sportsday rocks manx.
everyone's so high especially during the cheerleading.
everyone crowd around all the houses.
and scream out loud when they saw sexy moves, i guess.
HAHA.

must really thank natalli too.
she's in cheerleading with us but she got to run for an event first.
after she ran, she said that her leg was pain and so we thought she wasn't able to join us to dance.
but she came back and she says that she can do it.
and at that time, she was looking quite pale.
wells. she finished the whole cheerleading with us.
and while walking back, she just fainted.
oh my gosh.
many people started crowding around her and we were all shocked to see that.
seriously felt sad for her.
heard that she lacks of oxygen and has to be observed for the next two days.
it's kind of a serious case though.
heys nat, we are the champion house so take care yaa?
thanks for helping garnet even though you're not feeling well!

wells. after everything ended.
went for supper with jenna, ben, jess, chun hong, guan, anthony, emily and lis at 24h mac.
received pm message, called him and he told me garnet's cheerleader coming.
so book seats for them first laa.
after they came, me and lis went to join pm they all instead.

me, lis, pm, edward, althea, weikoon, justin and michael at one table.
while felix, lynette, dyan, minshan and tiffany at the other table.
saw nicolas, he wanted to leave then i ask him to stay laa.
cos almost all his basketball friends are there what.
and yaa, he stayed on then. HAHA.
so he and jason, both romantic at one table laa. oops.
then my table of guys started to gang up and bully me laa.
oh yaa. and i'm actually quite surprised that most of them speaks chinese laa.
cos they have the english face. hmm.

that stupid jason trying to find trouble.
so both of us went out to mac and wanted to fight. HAHA.
retarded cans.
saw jon, suhana, lina they all came out. said bye laa.
then jason and me went back to mac.
justin bought his food and while he was walking up, i heard people knocking into some metal thing.
i turned back and stared at justin.
then he was like "not me, not me" with that innocent look.
so funny laa. my gosh.

wells. another group of my friends left first cos they were rushing to catch the last train and bus.
but our group stayed on to crap laa as we've decided to take a cab home.
even though we are broke. but lucky althea lend us money. HAHA.
so lis, minshan, althea and i left mac at around 12am plus.
while felix, jason, weikoon, michael and tiffany still stayed on. hmm.

oh. edward was kind that he messaged me telling that there's still last train.
at that time still got train to ang mo kio so we decided to take train then cab.
so concidence that we met arshad, eddie and raza at the station.
then raza says he want to join us in taking cab laa.
throughout the train journey, that 3 malay boys was so funny laa. HAHA.
and i video raza trying to throw his cap up and make it stay on his head.
super funny.
then lis and althea slept. hur.
and althea alight at yio chu kang first.

reached ang mo kio.
raza, lis, minshan and i took cab.
dropped lis first.
lucky got 2 guys with me cos it's like so late already.
kind of scary laa. HAHA.
the 2 guys was kind that they didn't let me off the last. (((:
so raza alighted first. followed by me then minshan.
thanks minshan. (((:
because actually is minshan first then raza then me. hmm.

oh yaa. wanted to bastard raza and let him be the last to alight.
cos he had no cash with him. HAHA.
and cos he wants to take cab with us, he didn't help minshan to carry things laa.
he just walk so fast with eddie and arshad.
after that he realised that he needs to take cab with us, he came back and help.
so funny laa. then he kept saying sorry.
HAHA.

in the end, i reached home at around 1.25am.
my family were all asleep already. hmm.
went to bathe and onlined for awhile till i can't tahan.
my eyes were really closing but i can't sleep yet cos my hair is still wet.
tried keeping myself awake till my hair is dry.
so i guess i slept at like 2am plus. hur.

woke up today at 12.45pm cos dad told me he bought lunch already.
if he didn't come to wake me up, i think i'll wake up like 3pm?
HAHA.

2007-05-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

memories just came back suddenly after looking at friendster's messages from you.
and i'm glad that we messaged nonsense stuffs today.
i don't wish to stop, just hope that we'll continue this way.
never mind if we don't talk.
message will do.
thanks.
(((:

2007-05-12T15:43:00.000-07:00

Men See You As Desirable

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2007-05-09T22:33:00.000-07:00

i shall declare that today's a LAUGHING DAY! (((:
during break, i laughed non-stop.
management lesson, i also laughed loudly.
cheerleading laughed madly again.
doing SAC stuffs also laugh and laugh and LAUGH.
oh my gosh.
what's wrong with me today manx?
HAHA.
never mind. laughing is good for health.
so yeah, i don't mind laughing more.
HAHA.
i only didn't laugh during mother tongue lesson.
cos all we did was corrections. sian-ed.

anyways.
boonyan said something about her friends laugh so i laughed.
seeing junchen laugh, i laughed.
hearing jesslyn's laughter, i laughed.
HAHA.

cheerleading again after school.
stayed until 7.30pm and mr singh came to chase us away.
wells. cheerleading is great!
we finally got most of the dance moves already.
yay! i'm loving it. (((:

BOO! GP exam next friday. sian-ed.

2007-05-08T20:42:00.001-07:00

oh yaa! yesterday i got malign for stealing one packet of tidbits.
sufri and brandon was at the drink stall.
then i went over to get a packet of tidbits and moving on to queue behind them.
and that brandon happily go tell the aunty:
"AUNTY, YOU SEE, SHE'S STEALING THINGS. SHE'S TAKING IT AWAY WITHOUT PAYING."
and sufri will join him what.
so nice of them huhs.
obviously i said:
"NO LAA. I'M NOT. YOU SEE, THEY ARE THE ONE. TRYING TO STEAL THINGS INFRONT OF YOUR FACE. YOU SEE, NOT TAKING OUT CASHCARD TO PAY SMOEMORE."
haha. all of us including the aunty started laughing.
then sufri will hit my hand what.
so nice of you huhs.
malign me and hit me. WATCH OUT AH!

oh my gosh. i've got no idea why i'm feeling really sleepy nowadays during lesson.
especially for econs and mother tongue.
my eyes were really shutting off during econs and maths today.
lessons are just so boring manx.
i'm serious. BORING to the MAX! argh.

stayed back a while after school with tingting, binxiang and desmond.
manx. laughing my heads off sia.
cos we were using the computer and desmond made some comments.
and it's super hilarious. SUPER to the MAX!
haha. i laughed till my stomach pain.

cheerleading after school again.
garnet's attendance is pathetic.
apparently only had 5 people today.
the rest left for heats. hur.
wells. currently garnet's in the lead for heats.
GO GARNET. WE'LL WIN THE WAR! (((:
went to senate after that.
some sc were there to clean up senate.
sakq and me started laughing into tzekiat's ear and he couldn't stand it.
both of us were so happy to see him so afraid.
HAHA.
i know we're evil but who cares?
HAHA.

oh wells. my parents came and fetch me from school around 6.30pm.
went for dinner at somewhere near bukit batok.
then home sweet home.
i'm going to bathe now.
and finish up my piles of homework! argh.

it's so near yet so far.

2007-05-07T21:08:00.000-07:00

i played volleyball today with slippers.
HAHA.
wells. played against "100plus" and we "4GB" won. (((:

I'VE GOT NO IDEA WHAT'S WITH TODAY'S WEATHER,
IT'S JUST SO SUPER HOT MANX. OH MY GOSH.

wells, today's a FUNNY day.
was playing with that jun chen.
he's a retarded guy laa.
kept wanting to poke me. hur.
so i tried to poke him too laa!
then we play until like acting some kungfu show, turning round.
oh my gosh, it's so funny.
then the both of us couldn't stop laughing cans!
HAHA.
jun chen, WATCH OUT okays! i'll POKE you more!
(((:

anyways. cheerleading and SAC meeting after school.
went for cheerleading first then SAC laa.
oh my gosh.
supposedly there should be 7 people staying for the SAC meeting.
in the end, only left with me, farisha and cordelia.
and shirin helped us too. thanks!

then i continued my cheerleading after that.
and so everything ends at around 7.30pm.
so tired manx.
i slept throughout the whole bus journey.

alright. shall watch the tv programme then go do maths.

2007-05-06T18:10:00.000-07:00

GACKT - LAST NIGHT
atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa
kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete
utsurikawariyuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni
wake mo naku namida ga koboreta

furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
zutto sora o miageteta
kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima, negai ga todoku no nara
mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

wakariaenakute nando mo kizutsuketeita
sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute
fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita
futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni
"ima mo oboeteiru..."

toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushisugite
motto soba ni itakatta
mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaetekureta
anata dake wa kawaranai de ite

saigo ni miseta namida ga kesenakute

kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kieteshimattemo
anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saiteitai kara

yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenai de ne
chigau dareka o aishitemo
saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama
fukaku nemuri ni ochitai
furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
zutto sora o miageteta
kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima, negai ga todoku no nara
mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

"mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete..."

(translation)
I continued wandering aimlessly, all alone
A faint sigh painting a stroke of white
In the ephemeral nature of the changing seasons
Tears overflowed without any reason
"Even now I love you..."

The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow
Through it all, I raised my head to the sky
Before this body disappears now, if my wish reaches you
Please hold me tight just once more

We didn't understand each other and hurt each other over and over again
Even at those times you were always kind
I cut myself on the suddenly surrendered ring
As our promises to each other were not granted
"Even now I remember..."

The fading memories are too brilliant as always
I wanted to be closer by
We can't meet again but you were always close to hold me up
Just you, don't change yourself

I can't erase those last tears you showed me

Even if I disappear along with this white snow
I want to always bloom in your heart

We held each other close don't forget that warmth
Even if you love someone else
I'll never let go of the sound the last I heard of your voice
I want to fall into a deep sleep
The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow
Through it all, I raised my head to the sky
Before this body disappears now, if my wish reaches you
Please hold me tight just once more

"Please hold me tight just once more..."

wells. siwei sent me this song.
i love both the lyrics and tune.
i had the piano version of it and it's really nice.
anyways. there's no hidden meaning why i post this song yaa?
HAHA.
(((:

2007-05-05T20:10:00.000-07:00

cheerleading this morning was some kind of hip hop.

couldn't really dance well so we took quite some time to learn.

but wells, we're almost done.

was just upset by the attendance.

it's super poor.

anyways, i've got myself a new hairstyle.

i cut my frindge short. and trimmed my hair.

i have a "tail" now behind. (((:

COMPARISON.

i guess can't really see the difference though.

HAHA.

2007-05-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

june holiday trip to taiwan has been postponed.
cos that day we went to tour agency, they say it's packed already.
but dad says we'll check out another tour agency tomorrow.
yay!
i hope we'll be able to go during this june holidays. (((:

today's friday.
which means GP Mid-Year Exam is drawing nearer.
like 14 more days?
oh my gosh.
finally we finish our PI. finally.
got our groupings already.
and i'm satisfied with my group. (((:

SAC meeting after school.
planned quite a number of stuff.
and we only have a short period of time to get everything done.
plus all of us are down for I-day.
busy. ))):

for today and yesterday, many funny incidents happened.
yesterday i took train with haifa and syazana.
we bounce back from bukit batok to jurong east so that we could get a seat.
finally! at jurong east, many people alight and there's seat.
syazana tried to sit down first. followed by haifa and me.
however, our seats got snatched but 1 aunty.
and she keep shifting the place before she sat down.
so leaving me and haifa not knowing where to sit.
then slowly, another aunty came followed by another one.
oh my gosh.
our seats were being snatched.
so much for bouncing back what. HAHA.
the 3 of us couldn't stop laughing.
and haifa kept saying "YOU THINK YOU PLAYING MUSICAL CHAIR HUH?"
HAHA. hilarious manx. (((:

walked around northpoint with haifa in the evening.
haifa made some "noise" after i gave her a reply.
and two guys imitate her!
it's those kind of "noise" / "sound".
if you guys understand what i trying to say then yaa.
haifa got so embarrassed laa.
HAHA. (((:

alright. cheerleading in school tomorrow morning!
can't wait.
but i'm still deciding whether to join cos of my toe nail.
it's coming off halfway.
hur. ))):

2007-05-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

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no further progress yet

2007-05-02T23:04:00.000-07:00

forgot to post this picture that VJC has.
their own "tree house".
how cool manx?
gabriel says students do climb up. (((:

2007-05-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

attended VJC Investiture today with cordelia.
their investiture is really informal laa.
so different from ours.
had reception and our host was gabriel.
the most creepy thing was gabriel actually stays like 2 blocks away from me!
HAHA.
i guess that's the reason why i find him looking familiar.

me: where do you stay?
gabriel: toa payoh.
me: oh. same, me too. lorong what?
gabriel: lorong 4.
me: oh my gosh. block what?
gabriel: block 80.
me: oh my gosh! serious? i'm staying at like block 82 laa!

and then i slowly recall we actually took bus together last time.
cos he was previously from maris stella.
and bartley campus was just opposite their school.
so we had to take bus 28 and somemore we took it at the same timing laa.
but that guy didn't notice me.
and we weren't friend that time too.
HAHA.
shall bump into him some day near my house manx.

anyways. jared and gabriel tour us around their school.
they have a student lounge too called IGLOO.
got pool table and soccer table inside laa.
and STUDENTS PAY FOR IT INCLUDING MONEY FOR MAINTAINENCE.
**they never protest or grumble about it

wells. i got PANG SEH again by BEATRICE LEE laa.
she forever PANG SEH me. sadded. angry.
PANG SEH TO THE MAX MANX.

some pictures we took in VJC. (((:
look at their student lounge.
however, we couldn't enter the lounge so i had to take pictures from outside.

lijun, jared, gabriel, esther, cordelia, michelle

esther and lijun from ACJC

the pond where birthday people are thrown in

an overview of the whole room

the soccer table

the pool table

the magazine rack

VJC student lounge - IGLOO

MICH-SAKQ: don't worry too much okays? everything will be over soon. God will bless you. (((:

2007-05-01T10:40:00.000-07:00

CAMBODIA. can we be as carefree as them?

2007-05-01T10:26:00.000-07:00

it's their birthday - REGINA and CALVIN

regina's mum made the cake herself

the guys trying to start the fire

with benjamin

this is BENJAMIN'S student leader jersey

a piece of advice - DON'T DRINK DRINKS PROVIDED DURING BBQ

you never know what's inside before you drank it

2007-05-01T09:42:00.000-07:00

school was boring yesterday.
if only i never go school, i would be having a long holiday.
had management and mother tongue.
initially i could be dismissed at 4.05pm.
but i got to wait to get my blazer till 4.45pm.
how nice hur?
but lucky got sakq, anas, yongsheng and hafiz keep me accompanied.
joke around and waited for cheryl and miss chan to come with the key.

took bus home with cordelia.
she alighted halfway.
anyways. met up with my mum for dinner at central.
had fish and chip.
super full laa.
watched tv all the way after i reach home.
HAHA.

we're still in the process. and everything seems negative.

2007-04-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

went out with my parents today.
some random talk with them during lunch.

i asked if their family were wealthy last time.
dad yes, mum no.

dad says they always have supper.
all the siblings attended good schools like nanyang, cedar, st.joseph.
dad says grandfather wanted to buy a condo but end up didn't.
only know how to say but no action taken.
grandfather didn't know how to invest.
he says if only grandfather bought condo that time, we would be rich now.
oh wells.

about mum's family.
she says grandfather never give grandmother any allowance.
grandmother was really poor that time.
sometimes my mum don't even have allowance.
allowance were given by her aunt.
although grandfather was rich, but he didn't know how to invest.
there's once he invested in setting up restaurant, but he failed.
oh wells.

if only all my grandparents know how to invest, i guess we'll be rich now.
but being rich doesn't mean anything.
not everything can satisfy us by having a lot of money.
money is not everything.
but without money, we can't live too.
how irony.
oh wells. this is life.
and life is tough.

anyways. next tuesday is public holiday.
dad says we'll go to tour agency to check out some places to go during holiday.
i'm so happy!
yay!
(((:

i really hope that we could talk soon.

2007-04-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

i woke up early this morning.
i've got no idea why also.
i woke up at like 9am. then watch tv.
and i fell asleep.
woke up again at 12noon.
bathe then left the house for lunch with my dad.
we went to kk hospital to visit my aunt.

after that, we went to yishun to fetch my mum from work.
they drop me off at yishun station.
then i took the train down to choa chu kang to meet ben.
went LOT 1 to get calvin a birthday present.
and left to regina's house which is opposite bukit panjang LRT.
it's regina and calvin's birthday today!

went down. only a few people we know reach already.
like zhixing and one of her friend.
we were rather quiet in the first place.
but after some incident, we got close! (((:
thank goodness they were there, if not i'll feel kind of lonely laa. HAHA.

anyways. the birthday party was fun.
made some new friends.
they are all from my school. just that i don't know them last time.
so we started playing poker cos we got nothing better to do.
it's super fun cos i kept laughing.
till all of them laugh along with me laa.
and it make me feel like laughing more.
wells. i want to stop but i couldn't. oops!

played eliminator too.
my group is all guys and i was the only girl manx.
but lucky regina came over to join my group.
HAHA.

anyways. ben, lydia, her sister and i left at around 10.45pm laa.
initially wanted to leave at 9pm but we kept dragging the time.
so i took train home and they went to take bus.
the journey took me an hour i guess.

wells. it's always good to have a guy friend that stay near you.
so if you're going home late, need to walk alone in the darkness, he will just be a message away.
hmm. and apparently, that's what happen to me! HAHA.
i reached toa payoh around 11.50pm and there isn't any bus left i guess.
so i messaged leon to ask him to walk home with me.
cos it's dark and i'm afraid to walk home alone.
and since he's free. HAHA.
he agreed so yaa, both of us walk home and send me till the lift.
THANKS LEON. (((:

alright. reached home and my parents were still watching tv.
so now, i'm going to bathe.
and if i'm not tired, i'll finish up some of my homework.
sadded. weekends is going to end!
BOO!

pictures will hopefully be uploaded by tomorrow.

2007-04-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

went to 06B2 in the morning regarding some SAC stuff.
the class was cooperative so i finished it fast.
thanks guys.

went back to class. and i observed something.
some people dare to talk and say a lot of things in the forum.
but when it comes to reality, they hide and kept quiet.
only dare to speak up to the teacher secretly.
can i say this is call "coward"?

anyways. maths test today.
so dead. only know how to do one question. HAHA.
never mind laa.
wells. followed by PW.
then last two period became celebration for INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY.

had plans after school already so i couldn't stay longer for SAC meeting.
went town to meet up with siwei.
we walked around heeren then ate lunch at cine.
left to taka cos i still thought afiq would be working there.
but when i asked, they say he got transfer to paragon already.
then i suddenly remember afiq telling me about it. HAHA.
but still, we went kino to see some magazines.

went paragon cos i want to show siwei who afiq is.
but afiq weren't there.
oh wells.
then both of us left to orchard station.
he's going jamming! and i met up with leon.

came back to toa payoh. met up with leon.
we took bus 88 and went to j8.
walked around then went to eat at MOS burger.
he ate but not me.
sat there, talk and observe about some rubbish issue.
HAHA.

wells. we felt that we were taking up too much space so we left.
then both of us took bus 88.
he wanted to send me home but i didn't allow due to some reason.
but anyways, thanks leon!

thanks siwei and leon for making my day.
thanks for making me laugh.
i really need it.

today, victoria, claudia and suhana asked about us.

2007-04-26T23:57:00.000-07:00

results for MI Modern Dance SYF - SILVER. (((:

yes! we achieve silver after so many years.

i've heard that we always achieve bronze. HAHA.

wells. school was alright for today.

was feeling really tired.

i've got no idea why too.

pe was fun. anyhow play volleyball.

then took bus home with emily, macrina, jenna and aloysius.

alight at the SPH bus stop and went into the company to look for my dad.

went to yishun to fetch my mum after work.

had dinner at yishun and home sweet home.

oh wells.

tomorrow's a big day.

i'm really afraid i'll just screwed up everything.

i'm so not prepared manx.

and i've got maths test tomorrow.

anyways, more pictures are uploaded.

go under links and look under peek-a-boo. (((:

finally yesterday i received a message from you.

2007-04-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

some pictures for the day!
this is MUHAMMAD!

2007-04-25T21:35:00.000-07:00

Modern Dance SYF today. 3pm at NUS.
finally, we're done. everything's over.
seriously hope that we can achieve GOLD.
pray hard!
anyways. pictures are uploaded.
go to http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092900225
(((:

oh ya. i watched HCI dance.
they are super good cans.
their props are so special and unique.
i guess confirm GOLD with HONOURS for them already.
(((:

2007-04-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

went school as usual.
didn't had much break cos was working on some SAC stuffs again.
lessons ended at 3.25pm.
looked for farisha and we continued SAC stuffs.

went for dance at 4.45pm.
had practice laa.
sean corrected our movements for the very last time.
cos tomorrow is the syf! woo hoo!

anyways. i joined garnet cheerleading. HAHA.
first time though.
cos haikel's in it. so i joined. (((:

went square 2 with althea after dance.
had our eyebrows trimmed.
we both love our eyebrows now. (((:
it was around 9pm and we were feeling hungry.
so dined in at long john silver.
sat there and talk about many issues.
left there at around 9.45pm.

took train then bus home.
oh my gosh.
while i was at the interchange, got this super scary stalker laa.
he walked infront of me then kept turning back and look, etc.
and worst still, we took the same bus.
then on the bus, this guy sitting infront of me, he kept turning back too.
until got a moment, he shifted his body 45degrees towards my direction laa.

wells. this shows that GUYS ARE WEIRD.
so leon, stop arguing with me about that!
cos that's the fact. HAHA.
yay! no cca on friday. so might be out with leon. (((:

today, afiq ask about us. hur.

2007-04-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

reached school at 7.45am.
helped to do some SAC stuffs.
and then first two period was the Earth Week modeling thing.
so no PE for us. (((:

continued the SAC stuffs during breaks.
sian-ed.
management lesson was okays.
followed by two breaks.
then had chinese.
and that's the end of my day at 4.05pm.

had dance after school.
no choice. 2 more days left to syf!
dance and dance and dance from 5.15pm to 7pm.

along the way to mrt station, was bullying some people.
on the bus, cordelia and i started poking barry non-stop.
HAHA.
it's so fun laa. oh my gosh.
we're EVIL! but never mind.
cos that's barry what. HAHA.

then while walking to the station, i started poking jason this time.
cos that guy keep repeating some irritating stuffs.
oh wells.

*GUYS ARE SUPER FUN TO POKE AT.

then i took train down to yishun to meet my parents for dinner.
was on train with althea.
we talked non-stop. yay!

after dinner, came home at around 9.30pm.
and i'm going to bathe now. (((:

2007-04-22T22:50:00.000-07:00

i had dance yesterday morning from 9am - 12pm.
hard core practice.
after dance, cordelia and i went to bathe.
and we left to town. met up with jesslyn.
went to art friend at taka.
and went to far east.
shopped for a while and i left.
headed down to cityhall.

went to marina square first to meet guoping.
emily and chun hong came after that.
had our dinner at cavana. (((:
all of us ate black pepper chicken hotplate.
it's delicious manx.
anyways. i haven't seen guoping for ages.
the last time i saw him was like aug 2006? hur.
he never change. QUIET as usual. hmm.

after dinner, we went to millennia walk and walk around.
indulge ourselves at that candy empire shop.
manx. that place is sweets and chocolate heaven laa.
can even find sweets that we used to eat when we're in primary school.
i love that shop.
there's so many tidbits i wished to buy.
but i'm broke. sadded.
never mind. at least i bought JELLY BEAN! yay.
thanks chun hong for sharing the other box with me. (((:
when i have money, i'm going to get somemore boxes.
or rather, anyone willing to get more boxes of jelly bean for me?
i would love you.
for only 5 sec? HAHA.

then guoping left us first.
then the 3 of us continue walking for a while at suntec.
sat somewhere around there at talk.
chun hong was the joke of the night.
he said something that was really funny.
i shall not mention it cos the jokes are about him. HAHA.

wells. they sent me to the esplanade bus stop after that.
waited with me for my bus to come.
and yaa, i was really tired that i slept throughout the whole journey.
i almost missed my bus stop manx.
and again. i recall that one and only bus56 memory with you.
oh wells.

as for today. woke up around 11am plus.
laze around then went out for lunch.
my family went to my grandparents house while i stayed home to do homework.
homework ain't easy to finish.
it seems to be piling up each day.
sadded.

wells. 3 MORE DAYS TO SYF. (((:

2007-04-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

sia laa.
i laugh non-stop in school today.
oh my gosh.
all thanks to boonyan, chunchen and stephen.
HAHA.

anyways. some sort of have 4 breaks since early morning.
cos lao shi didn't come school today.
and the work she gave only needs to be handed in next week.
plus two breaks after that.
was in library and we talk about some chinese composition thing.
it's super hilarious.

after that was management class.
oh my goodness.
from the beginning lesson, i already started laughing.
super funny laa.
cos of the things that chunchen did.
wells. i exchange bag with him throughout the lesson.
i can swear that guys are really messy.
looking into his bag, he had 3 shirts 1 shorts and he just chucked everything in.
can't stand it so i pack it then. HAHA.

during the lesson, stephen did something.
i saw it. and i burst out laughing.
i asked john to see and his reaction was the same as mine.
we both laughed and laughed.

next was a performance in the hall by tang quartet.
they played violin, viola and cello.
it's really great.
macrina was wishing that they would play "canon in d".
but obviously they didn't laa. HAHA.
wells. i want to learn violin too.
i actually had the chance to learn and join the violin cca in sec school.
but my dad say it would be quite ex so i gave up. BOO!
never mind laa. (((:

SAC meeting after school.
then went for dance.
yay! our dance is perfect.
we're getting ready for the syf which is just next wednesday.
aiming to get GOLD. (((:
home sweet home with cordelia after dance.

SO CONCIDENCE, I TOOK 159 HOME.
it reminds me of the moments i had.

2007-04-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

i'm HAPPY!
cos i simply have sweet juniors saying sweet things that made my night.
i'm serious.
of cos i won't say what they say to me laa.
but still ...
thanks MARCUS.
thanks JASON.
(((:

2007-04-15T14:55:00.000-07:00

oh yaa. i just remembered something.
was shopping at velocity the other day.
and i saw something which i really like it.
it's ADIDAS BELT.
oh my gosh. pretty pretty please.
it's so nice laa.
if i don't remember wrongly, it has black and white.
i want to get the black one.
somemore it only cost 25bucks.
okays. i'm so going to get it soon.
or is there anyone nice enough to get it for me?
(((:

2007-04-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

why everything change so sudden?

what's going on?

where's all the promises you made to me?

where's our marina square pool days?

where's the bartley days?

where's the bus ride that we always have?

why can't they last?

when can we have a good talk?

who's the one that has changed?

why must i be the one taking initiative now?

why things changes so much?

why?

is it possible to get back to how we used to be?

i shouldn't love you but i want to

i just can't turn away

i shouldn't see you but i can't move

i can't look away

i shouldn't love you but i want to

i just can't turn away

i shouldn't see you but i can't move

i can't look away

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not

'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

just so you know

this feeling's taking control of me

and i can't help it

i won't sit around, i can't let him win now

thought you should know

i've tried my best to let go of you

but i don't want to

i just gotta say it all

before i go

just so you know

it's getting hard to be around you

there's so much i can't say

do you want me to hide the feelings

and look the other way

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not

'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

this emptiness is killing me

and i'm wondering why i've waited so long

looking back i realize

it was always there just never spoken

i'm waiting here...been waiting here

just so you know by jesse mCcartney.

2007-04-14T17:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday only had lessons in the morning.
then was totally free from 10.45am to 12.45pm laa.
dance as usual after school till 5.45pm.
i dance till my toe nail bleed! oh my gosh.

anyways. left to westmall for dinner with my group of juniors.
ate at kfc. listen to stories. and burp many times. HAHA.

marcus and i took bus to town cos i'm meeting my parents there.
while marcus needs to take another bus from there to go home.
when i reach town, it was still early for me to meet them.
so marcus was nice enough to accompany me to walk around town. (((:

went to heeren cos i wanted to get some accessories but the shop is under renovation.
so we went to taka after that.
i want to go taka cos i want to visit afiq working in nike.
and yaa, did saw him there.
chat with him for awhile and left to ngee ann city.
met up with my parents then went to the exhibition to look for my brother.

dad says that he wants to wait for my brother to finish his work.
and so we went to starbucks for coffee. (((:
i drank mocha while they drank cuppucino.
then my brother came and look for us at around 11pm i guess.

dad sent him to some place at choa chu kang.
throughout the whole journey, i was sleeping.
really tired manx.
so by the time we reached home, it's like 12.15am. hmm.

and i had to wake up this morning cos dance starts at 8am.
sia laa. tired manx.
danced till around 11am plus.
wanted to go pool with marcus and joanne but didn't feel like it in the end. HAHA.
then wanted to go Kbox with sk and some other people but no money.
so i came home instead.

rest awhile and dad brought brother and i out for lunch.
then went to fetch mum from work.
and here i am. home again!
wells. there's a lot of homework and studies for me to mug this weekend.
argh.

still thinking if i should go sentosa tomorrow.
oh wells.

anyways. i can sense that you're avoiding me. yes? why?

2007-04-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

today's a boring day yet fun.
breaks, management, mother tongue, gp and econs.
econs was the best for us manx.
it made me laugh non-stop because of something.
only the 9 of us know. (((:
secret. we're all not suppose to say.
but still, i told some friends already. HAHA.
wells. i still can't believe that i did that thing with my class econs people today.
HOW CAN I? (((:

don't need to attend pe lesson.
so home sweet home with jenna, emily and aloysius.
crap throughout the journey.
made aloysius nothing to say. (((:

but anyways.
yesterday, i finally talk to you after 97398687624 days.
FINALLY.
even it's only for that few minutes.
I'M SO HAPPY.
it made my day. thanks.
and i talk to you today too! (((:
you even showed concern to me!
ahh. i'm crazy laa.
but that's normal cos who wouldn't want to know why i'm wearing slipper to school?
HUR.
let's find some day and settle down and really talk okays?

wells. tomorrow's friday already.
will be having dance again.
dance syf on the 25th april.
hope we can get what we're aiming. (((:

by the way,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MACRINA! (((:

2007-04-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

lessons as per normal for today.
econs, maths and gp.
so school ended at 3.25pm.

then investiture rehearsal again after school at around 4.05pm.
did the same thing again.
i hope all of us are prepared.
but what's scary is throughout all the rehearsals, we don't get full attendance. hmm.
so hopefully everything goes well tomorrow. (((:

after the rehearsal, cordelia and i went to square 2.
went there to shop for some accessories laa.
but then shops were some sort of like closing already cos it's quite late.
lucky we managed to get what we want.
so we left at around 9.30pm and took train home.

while going up the escalator, someone tapped me and said HI.
it's LEON laa.
it's been a long time since i've seen him manx. HAHA.
so we stood there at talk for like 20mins laa.
okays. and i'm amazed that he still remembers my number.
then i kept disturbing him also. HAHA.

well. afterall, he's nice cos he wanted to send me home when i was joking about it.
but of cos didn't laa and then we went separate ways.
while waiting for my bus, i saw shiying and another guy from our school.
first, she went to wait for her bus.
5mins later she came out of the queue and says she wants to get fries. hur.

anyways. got to reach school early tomorrow.
but lucky dad is sending me so i don't need to wake up early.
nor do i need to be afraid that i'll be late. (((:

TOMORROW'S A BIG DAY FOR US - INVESTITURE

2007-04-08T12:40:00.000-07:00

oh yaa. adding on.
i've caught a flu now!
irritating.
and i can't stop sneezing.
i think it's due to the unpredictable weather nowadays.
or maybe it's cos of farisha's room? HAHA.

2007-04-08T12:17:00.000-07:00

today's sunday! weekend is going to gone in just a few hours time.
yesterday night i took bus 985 home from farisha's house.
then i slept. and when i woke up, i missed my stop!
partly also because the driver drove too fast already.
oh wells. then i had to go all the way to boonkeng and take bus 31 back.
what a waste of my time.
i can actually reach home like 9.30pm but in the end, i was home at around 10pm.
hmm.

guess what i have for my breakfast this morning?
it's A SLICE OF BREAD WITH ONE KINDER BUENO. (((:
i love kinder bueno manx.
all thanks to farisha. she's so sweet laa cos she's the one who got it for me yesterday. (((:

okays. i think i'll be out for shopping with my family later.
like what farisha said: SUNDAY IS A FAMILY DAY. (((:

oh yaa. i love farisha's house.
i want to go again. okays farisha?
but then go her house, confirm will grow fatter manx.
her maid brought us like 3 different kind of tidbits.
then the floor in her room is so comfortable to sleep.
and dinner for me was pizza.
plus the dining table have more tidbits.
oh my goodness.

no wonder farisha got a PAU FACE laa. oops!

2007-04-07T18:48:00.000-07:00

woke up at like usual time this morning - 5.30am.
cos i need to reach school by 7.30pm.
wells. i ask mum to wake up early for the sake of helping me to tie scorpion.
and she really did laa. oh my gosh.
she woke up at like 6am when she don't have.
i'm so touched laa.
I LOVE MY MUM! (((:

anyways. i was the first to reach school. 7am. hur.
then get changed and everything and started the rehearsal.
rehearsed for like 4 or 5 times and everything ended at around 12.30pm.

then farisha and i decided to do PI together. (((:
we had our lunch at Lot 1.
shopped at mini toons for a while and i'm at her house now! yay!
since 3pm plus until now.

wells. while she was doing her research, i slept first.
too tired already.
then while she was asleep, i did my research.
got to continue writing out the whole draft by tonight.
cos i doubt i will be free tomorrow and monday. BOO!

phoned our dearest TAN MIN MIN too.
then laugh and laugh and laugh.
like duh! HAHA.

anyways. called mum and she's shopping laa.
i'm so jealous manx.
never mind. i'll be having my dinner at farisha's house. yay!
THANKS FARISHA and HER MUM. (((:

wells. busy schedule next week.
monday and tuesday rehearsal.
wednesday investiture and dance.
friday dance.

what a nice life i have huhs.

2007-04-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday was our cip day.
we went to st.andrew's cathedral home at clementi.
well, i guess all of us enjoyed ourselves so are the elderlys there.
we had singing and dancing session for them.
and chatted with them too.
everything ended at 12noon.

after that, me, tingting, lynn and boon yan caught bus 7 and we went town.
shopped around far east for a while already and decided to play pool.
so we headed down to monstercue. (((:
it's relatively cheap and there was hardly anyone there.
i played two rounds against tingting and lynn then i got to go.

headed back to school as i've got investiture rehearsal at 3.30pm.
but wait and drag until 4.30pm then we start. hmm.
anyways. everything ended at around 6.15pm laa.
and i rush down to cityhall to meet up with my friends.

in the beginning, this reunion really super yucks manx.
the 3 bartley boys just pang seh us for some other stuffs.
leaving me, jess and cordelia standing outside mac.
but haikel is nice. AT LEAST HE STAYED A WHILE AND ASK US WHERE WE GOING.
and nicolas too. AT LEAST HE CAME BACK TO FIND US WITHIN 10MINS.
unlike SOME OTHER GUYS.
so at that time, the 3 of us were super angry laa.
and soon after that, emily came.
then we continue waiting for elaine and hidayah.

well. apparently SOME PEOPLE says that they won't be at the reunion.
but guess what? when i reach there, THOSE PEOPLE WERE THERE.
come on laa.
that person even came up with 3 EXCUSES WHY HE CAN'T MAKE IT:
1. I'VE GOT FAMILY REUNION

2. I'VE GOT MATCH

3. I'VE GOT TO GET PRESENT FOR MY MUM.

yaa right? so what family reunion did you have at that time?
so that 1 guy and 2 girls belongs to your familly laa?
then what match you have?
match meaning go upstair play those kind of table soccer game is it?
then what get present?
i doubt you went to get any present.

please laa. if you don't wish to come, just say you don't want to come.
giving excuses will cause others to be more angry.
because what you said are ALL LIES.

when i saw you there, i was super disappointed and angry.
that i didn't even want to ask why you'd lie or even say a hello.
so your other friends are more important than us or rather me? yes?

then the other guy also.
giving the excuse of:
I'M TIRED ALREADY, I DON'T WANT TO GO.

oh yeah. tired? TIRED?
when we reach there at around 7.30pm, what are you still doing there?
then after that, you continued playing with 1 guy and 2 girls.
so much for FEELING TIRED huhs?
and thanks so much for being so ON in the first place when i ask you out.

wells. then when sk called me at that time, i didn't talk to him nicely.
cos he was initially one of them.
and i scolded him saying that their B*****D.
i hardly say that word but now, i really can't stand it.
so you guys should know how angry i was.

in the end, the reunion was left with me, emily, jess, cordelia, elaine, hidayah, nic and sk.
but at around 10pm, jess and emily left us first cos they have their own plan too.
so down with the 6 of us.
and so concidentally, jason was there too. (((:
we got him to come to mac to look for us.
and finally i took a picture with him! yay!
then he stayed with us for like 30mins and left cos he's going DXO.
wells. DXO was having party yesterday night laa.

then we had enough of sitting at mac to talk.
we left and went outside esplanade.
well. there were quite many people there.
partly cos DXO is near there and cos today's a public holiday i guess.
so we get ourselves a spot and sat down to talk.

i've got many opinions and views from them about my problem.
now i know guys and girls really really have different thinkings. hmm.
thanks guys! (((:
i appreciated it.
wells. really talk a lot and laugh a lot too.
we wanted to catch the last train home but then we talk until we didn't feel like going home.
so we stayed until around 12.15am.
we book a cab and the cab actually came at 5mins time laa.
that's like super fast manx.
very good service though.

oh wells. then i reached home at around 12.40am i guess.
dad was still awake.
guess his waiting for me to reach home laa.
but luckily there wasn't any scoldings from him. HAHA.

and yay! today's a public holiday.
but i've got some homework to do.
i don't feel like doing but there's so impossible.
oh wells.

i'm still rather affected by the fact that you actually ditch us for them.
WHY?
and 2 people have been telling me things recently.
i don't know if i should believe or not.
by judging the way you are now, i think i should.
but then another person told me that's not true even though some stuffs happened.

HUR HUR.

2007-04-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

i really felt tired today laa.
so i was like sleeping during my mother tongue lesson. oops!
then i had break.
and jason's so irritating laa.
he saw me and he called me to go over and he seems like he got something really important to tell me.
then he whispered into my ear: HELLO.
i'm like what the.
then raj also another one. keep making fun of my height laa.
irritating boys. BOO!

anyways. had investiture rehearsal after school.
everything seems like not prepared laa.
then somemore we could not on the fan in the hall, it's so warm laa.
and i felt so super sticky too. hur.

wells. after the rehearsal, me, jenna, calvin, jonathan and yong sheng went for dinner at kfc.
we sat there and had a good talk about sc stuffs.
and i start to realise that all of us are currently very stress now.
there seems to be a lot of work to be done plus problems.

anyways. had some talk with jenna.
she actually felt angry and sad for me.
honestly, im also feeling angry and sad.
but then, what can i do?
all i could do is to just see it happen and keep everything to myself.
oh wells.
i just hope i see nothing today manx.
but just so concidence, i saw it and my mood change suddenly.
from happy to really upset.
only nic knows the reason why.

oh wells.

2007-04-02T20:40:00.000-07:00

just saw something. it makes me feel sad.
thinking back, it makes me feel more sad.
what can i do?

today seriously i don't have to go school manx.
it's just a waste of my time please.
first period was pe. and i'm excused for that because of syf dance.
next is management. the teacher is not in school so there's no lesson.
but the weird thing is we actually saw him during home tutor's period! hmm.
anyways, home tutor's period was about pw.
we wasted our whole day until 2.45pm, then start proper lesson - mother tongue.
school ended at 4.05pm and time seems passing by real fast.
then i decided to be a good girl and just went home straight.

reached home and i'm home alone.
it's always me the one who left the house earliest, and then the first to reach home. hur.
and currently eating fried rice now for my dinner. (((:

anyways. yay! bartley gang reunion is coming soon.
on this thursday.
heys guys, people whom i ask to go, we're going to meet 7pm at CITYHALL on THIS THURSDAY.
please don't be late ah.
and be prepared to stay out late cos there's no school the next day. yay!
i miss the bartley gang. really miss the time when all of us go for dinner, study together, etc.
rocks.

oh yaa. 07B7 brought a cake for althea today to celebrate her birthday.
her birthday is tomorrow but she has to celebrate it today cos tomorrow we'll be going to NUS for dance rehearsal.
another 6pm to 10pm. oh wells.
but anyways. i saw them in the canteen so i decided to go take a look at them laa.
there's somemore cake left and then they were so nice that they gave me a big slice. (((:

but bobin's not nice.
he dipped the cream on my face laa.
i'm like oh my gosh, what the.
wells. and since i had the cream on my hand, everyone was so afraid of me.

jason saw me walking towards him with the cake and he just ran off to wash his hands.
raymond saw me too and started hiding behind the wall.
but still, i managed to wipe it on some of their hands laa.
yay! (((:

07B7 rocks.
and people, when's our outing going to be huhs? hmm.
from last saturday drag drag drag until today still don't have.

2007-04-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

i really miss bartley life.
how i wish i'll be taking bus 28 tomorrow morning and not 157.
i don't want to have a 45mins journey, i want the 20mins journey.
i don't want to have a big campus, i rather have a small and run down campus.
i don't want to have a big canteen, i rather have a small one that sells snacks somemore.
i don't want to have so many new friends, i want to spend time with you.
I DON'T WANT. IS IT POSSIBLE?

2007-03-31T13:24:00.000-07:00

everything's fine in school yesterday.
just that haikel got suspended!
aww. how sad could that be?
no one for me to disturb during the maths class laa.

anyways. jason said something nice yesterday.
and it made by day!
thanks jason. (((:

as usual, had dance after school.
more juniors are added into the dance already.
and both althea and valerie are in too. yay!

after dance ended, i went to cityhall to meet that long distant cousin of mine - siwei. (((:
he's really a joker and thanks for entertaining me last night.
first we went to marina square cos he wants to eat dinner.
and i met macrina for a short while too.

then we left and went to esplanade library.
after i got a book that i want to read on, there's an announcement saying
"THE LIBRARY WILL BE CLOSE IN 5 MINUTES."
hmm. how nice can that be huhs?

so we left and went to sit by the riverside instead.
sat there for 15minutes to talk and it started to rain!
manx. how unlucky can we get laa.

left and he brought me elsewhere.
we found a place but still, the benches are wet.
oh wells. used tissue to clean it off laa.
so both of us sat there and talk laa.
but i was rather quiet cos i'm still quite affected by something.
thanks siwei, cos you really make me laugh! (((:
then he played some music from his phone too.
after talking, i said
"HAVE YOU REALISED THAT IT'S NOT RAINING ANYMORE?"

how i wish we stayed by the riverside laa.
cos i really like the scenery there and because it brings back a lot of memories for me.
looking at the river, many things ran through my mind.
oh wells. if only you were there with me at that moment.

alright. so me and siwei left at around 11pm.
we both took train home but different direction.
so i reached home at around 11.45pm.
dad was still awake but mum slept already.
dad ask why i'm home so late so i just told him the truth laa.

anyways. today's a boring day.
i hope i will have the determination to study later!
apparently mid-year exam is coming real soon.
cannot afford to waste anymore time.

wells. heard from my mum that grandfather is hospitalised again.
it happened last night.
so she said we might be going over to the hospital later.
i'm sure everything will be alright. (((:

2007-03-29T00:24:00.000-07:00

afiq made my day today.
he said something nice. HAHA. (((:
thanks afiq.

currently rushing the research for GP compo test for tomorrow.
tired.
but thank God, cos i'm done. yay! (((:

and i'm down with cough now.
i seriously don't like it.
especially when you're in a quiet place, and you start coughing non-stop.
it's so so so noisy laa.

anyways, tomorrow will be a better day.
but i'll still try to shun away from you.
because you made me unhappy.
hur.

2007-03-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

was on phone with beatrice last night.
talked to her about my problems. she suggest that i'd call up or give up.
and was talking to jason just now too.
he told me the same thing. he ask me to give up.
so now. should i or shouldn't i. i really don't know. i'm in a dilemma right now. sigh.
forget it. let me show you some pictures taken during the orientation.

he's SUFRI. (((((:

sufri's doing the cheer

idalia clan doing their finale

although the picture is blur but i think you guys will know who's that. hint: the guy that always talks to girls and hang around with girl (T***S***)

07B7 cum elektra clan

that's nurudin and he looks like iskandar laa

this is JASON with his twist candid

she's from eldora clan

getting ready for the mascot

elektra's two mascot

i think HE rocks manx

alright. so mum is back today from cruise.

dad, brother and i went to fetch her.

we had our lunch at harbourfront centre.

then we walk around until vivo city.

and mum says she's getting tired so all of us left at around 3pm plus.

wells. i've got so many problems on my mind now.

really hope to clear them off as soon as possible.

2007-03-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

uh huh. i simply got too many song lyrics and tune i like currently. (((:

Janice - Never Let You Go

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

Akon - Don't Matter
Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't you
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

and YES, JASON, YOU'RE JEALOUS THAT ON NAME IS NOT ON MY MSN PERSONAL NICK. haha.
but don't worry, your name is up there already. (((:
and YES, SUFRI WON'T GET JEALOUS ONE LAA. haha.

and to BEATRICE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (((:

2007-03-24T18:36:00.000-07:00

i love the tune and lyrics of this song - 心雨 (Heart Rain)

橡树的绿叶啊

白色的竹篱笆

好想告诉我的她

这里像幅画

去年的圣诞卡

镜子里的胡渣

画面开始没有她

我还在装傻

说好爲我泡花茶

学习摆刀叉

学生宿舍空荡荡的家

守着电话

却等不到她

心里的雨倾盆而下

也沾不湿她的发

泪晕开明信片上的牵卦

那伤心原来没有时差

心里的雨倾盆而下

却始终淋不到她

寒风经过院子里的枝掗

也冷却了我手中的鲜花

The green leaves of the oak tree
The white bamboo fence
She, who really wants to tell me
It is like a painting here
The Christmas card from last year
The scraggly beard in the mirror
The picture begins to not have her
I'm still pretending to be the fool
You said you would make scented tea for me
Learn how to lay knives and forks down
The student dormitory, the deserted home
I'm waiting by the phone
Yet she doesn't come

The rain in my heart downpours
Still it cannot wet her hair
The tear corona opens the feeling of missing you on the postcard
That sadness in fact does not have any time difference
The rain in my heart downpours
Still it cannot drench her
The cold wind has already passed the branches in the courtyard
And it has cooled down the fresh flowers in my hand

yay! i got my dearest friend, nicolas to sing this song for me.
simply cos he looks like jay chou. (((:
NICOLAS, DON'T BREAK YOUR PROMISE OKAYS?

and i also got sufri to sing me one of my favourite wang lee hom song.
somemore sufri's a malay guy. (((:
was online with sufri yesterday and we came up with these sentences:

MICH says: with mich around, SUFRI will always have fun
SUFRI says: whenever sufri's not around, MICH turned gloomy

yay! (((:

2007-03-23T22:38:00.000-07:00

today's friday. nothing much interesting happen.
then after school, still thought there's some SC stuffs to do but in the end cancelled.
in the meanwhile, jason called and ask me to go up to the library.
went up and they were taking pictures cos eunice is leaving today.
she appealed to ngee ann and got accepted already. sadded laa.
but anyways. some of us went to westmall for lunch after that.
and then back to school with 3 juniors of mine for cca. (((((:
alright. i shall upload the pictures then. great pictures with great juniors. 07B7 rocks. (((:

07B7 with me.

i help them to take this picture

i guess they self shot it laa

self shot again

all the guys in 07B7 with me

we're happy

sufri is so funny. scratching his head and looking at me

all the girls in 07B7

sufri looks like his gathering everyone for cheer

and what is our dear swee siong doing?

so raymond is asking jason "will you marry me?"

all the guys with eunice

eunice with the card we gave her (((:

a warm hug from valerie to eunice

okays. and i so can't wait for the 07B7 outing next saturday.

yay! all of them simply rocks laa. (((:

i love 07B7 and i bet they love me too. HAHA.

anyways. im going to miss my mum.

she has gone for cruise from today till sunday.

i miss her now! boo. ))):

BOBIN: stop clubbing so much laa. and stop asking your classmates and me to go club with you!

SUFRI: come dance manx and ditch your current cca. COME. you broke your promise today laa.

SWEE SIONG: tsk. goat ah goat. HAHA. and xiao ming ah xiao ming.

RAJ: ehs. stop showing off to me that you're tall okays? one day if i'm taller than you then you know ah.

JASON: okays. i know you are nice. you never bully me. and please send me the picture i took with you today!

VALERIE: stop bullying my cute sufri ah. he seems to be traumatised whenever he sees you. haha.

CUI YU: dont change your subject because of that particular person okays.

ALTHEA: yeah. we don't like guys who knows girls for a short period of time and ask for stead.

EUNICE: i'm going to miss you, my dear MISS MI. must come back and visit us okays?

CANDICE: show me who is fiona next time.

RAYMOND: you! another one. see me already always pat my head. you're not that tall either okays.

SUHAIMI: we shall soon go out with haris and david again okays? ditch timothy!

HAZEL: thanks for your comment at the foodcourt today. it's stuck in my head already! haha.

AND TO THE REST OF 07B7: feel free to look for me if you have any problems okays? (((:

2007-03-22T23:26:00.000-07:00

today is definitely not my day. it's really an unlucky day laa.
early in the morning, i screwed up my day. ))):
thanks people for all the comfort.
but the more you guys comfort me, the more i feel upset about it. HAHA.
weird ehs? oh wells.
totally screwed. and im more of afraid than sad laa.

then up next was during lesson.
my teacher ask us to think about an answer for this particular question and she'll pick a name.
the person has got to share with the class her/his answer laa.
and so who's the first name she picked? it's MICHELLE YEO. i'm like oh my gosh.

never mind. then comes to another lesson.
the teacher says she'll pick four names every week and will have the do presentation about some article the next week.
guess what? she started this assignment this week.
and i'm being picked again!
oh my goodness. i guess i'm going to strike 4D if i had bought it manx.

but anyways. thanks for my junior. they made my day again.
cos while i was having a same break as them, i went to look for them.
to gave them the contact list and snickers. (((:
then sat there and talk to them.
and we're all happily chatting. (((:
they rocks laa. HAHA.
i love all of them manx.

anyways. school ended at 6pm today. had pe as the last period.
we played volleyball. (((:
yay. it's fun. really fun.
me, gaya, azizah and tingting in one group.
some funny stuffs happen also.
so after that, i took bus to central and met my mum for dinner. (((:
had mushroom spaghetti. (((:

currently chatting online with NIC, SIWEI, JASON, TIANSHUI and SAMANTHA.
all four guys are crappy people. HAHA.
always talk nonsense and crap jokes.
that's good cos i won't fall asleep so soon then.
oh ya. and that BRANDON actually wanted me to message all his classmates to tell them i wrote his hp number wrongly.
NONSENSE PLEASE.

2007-03-21T22:56:00.000-07:00

had cca open house today. and i performed hip hop dance with charlotte, dorinda, rachel, farhana and fadilah.
good job people.
but i know got some parts i'm still unsure. hur. oh wells.
but anyways. everything ended like around 4pm plus.
so i decided to be nice and travel all the way to hougang.

i took train there and for the whole journey, i was talking to saddad. ((:
didn't really talk to him before like today.
felt a bit weird though. so i kept asking him to go sleep. HAHA.
wells. that guy actually wanted to follow me to meet my friend.
i don't mind but i think my friend would mind. so saddad didn't come along laa.

reached hougang and we went to compass point.
wells. was really pissed when i reach there.
first, we walk in the shopping mall, someone from second level threw a packet of biscuit down.
and it nearly hit me. i was so scare laa.

next, i was just trying to suggest ways to help you to top up your ez-link card.
but you shouted back and the way you say is as if like i purposely wants your card to get jammed inside the machine.
fine. you don't want to listen to my suggestion then forget it laa.
was too angry to say anything after that.
so throughout i kept real quiet and didn't want to say anything.

both of us just stood in the middle of no where and got no idea where to go.
since i'm also pissed so i just said go home laa.
i think that's a good idea.
since you and i both don't know where to go and since i'm pissed off.

so we took bus and i said bye in a bochup manner
no choice. cos you said to me first.
but i didn't bother to look at you also. heck.
i think it's just a waste of time for me to travel all the way down to there for that 30mins.
that whole journey could have allow me to come home early and finish all my work.
forget it.

anyways. i so love 07B7 laa.
met them during break today and i felt so welcome.
even though they were like "who invite you to sit here" and "how come you're here" this kind of stuff.
HAHA.
the guys are irritating. always disturbing me. people like JASON, SUHAIMI, etc.
the girls are starting to be like the guys already. bully me but their still nicer than the guys. (((:
oh yaa. sufri never come school today. BOO!
his one of my good looking guy in the class. HAHA. (((:

so yaa. i actually bought some stuffs for this bunch of 07B7 people.
heys. i'm a good OGL okays. so stop bullying me! HAHA.

that's all for today. i'm going to do my homework soon. bored.

2007-03-18T03:54:00.001-07:00

i have the sudden urge to complete all my homework now.
maybe i'll really get started on it in 10mins time.
currently chatting on msn with my cousin. ((:
i'm going to be his ONE DAY GF. haha.
so we're discussing when to hang out.
JH, please don't get jealous. that title is for fun, peace, laughter and joy.

2007-03-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

((: HAPPINESS

2007-03-17T03:00:00.001-07:00

I MISS JH. <3

once again, having family dinner later in the evening. hopes my ABC cousin would be there too. ((:

anyways. was talking to mum just now. and i think we're going to have a shopping spree this sunday. yay! ((:

I LOVE JH. <3

2007-03-16T14:46:00.000-07:00

woo wee. i just came back from my dance camp.
actually, it's not called DANCE camp. it should be called GROWING FATTER camp. haha.

cos what we did for this past three days was wake up, eat and sleep.

and of cos, we completed our SYF dance. ((:

all of us are aching everyday due to 3 days and total 9hours of dance. )):

there's lots of bruises on our legs too.
so my friends were saying that for the time being, we can't wear skirt already. hur.

but anyways. this camp was fun and interesting.

it's amazing that i actually slept soundly at night.

and i guess i've become the "living alarm clock" already. HAHA.

cos i've been waking my friends up for the past few days.

first day, we had dance at night. supposedly from 7 - 10 becomes 7 - 12.

all of us were like so dead already when it's 12am.

but we still drag ourself to go bathe. HAHA.

second day, we went NUS to watch a dance performance at night.

their dance is good and so is their make up.

well. then all of shopped at west mall for awhile before going back to school.

and i was kind enough to get a bottle of coke and a bar of snickers for JH. ((:
i knew he was depriving of coke cos when he saw it, he was like oh my gosh, thanks manx. HAHA.

and i was also nice enough to get haikel a small kinda bueno (i'm not sure if this is how you spell it) even though he always bullies me.

then i shared with two other soccer boys my toblerone too.
on that night, many cca was having bbq. hur.

wells. we actually wanted to explore the school on that night.

but mr ram says that we got to sleep by 12am.

and before that, we were sitting at the stadium and talking laa.

couldn't stay any longer cos of what mr ram had said.

anyways. i think it's also partly cos he afraid that we would trigger some alarm laa.

so we went to wash up and helped out with some dance posters and slept after that. ((:

but didn't really sleep well cos the room was too noisy already. hur.

as for today, dance again and then break camp at around 1pm.

so home sweet home after that.

i was carrying too many stuffs so i decided to take a cab home.

i was afraid that the cost would be more than 20bucks.

so when i board on the cab, i ask the uncle whether it would be more than 20bucks.

then the uncle said it won't and he was so nice that he said if it would cost more than 20bucks, he won't charge the rest. ((:

came home and went to bathe immediately.

and i'm getting ready to wash all my dirty clothes later.

BOO. )):

an interesting picture taken from my friends' blog.

on the left is JONATHAN CHUA and on the right is JONATHAN HONG. ((:

both are in different class but yet they chose the same number and same name for the jersey.

and i think it's so cute laa.

CONCIDENCE!

2007-03-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

Little sister don't you worry about a thing today
Take the heat from the sun
Little sister
I know that everything is not ok
But you're like honey on my tongue

True love never can be rent
But only true love can keep beauty innocent

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman
No I could never take a chance
'Cause I could never understand
The mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

You can run from love
And if it's really love it will find you
Catch you by the heel
But you can't be numb for love
The only pain is to feel nothing at all
How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

And you're the one, there's no-one else
You make me want to lose myself
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

Brown eyed girl across the street
On rue Saint Divine
I thought this is the one for me
But she was already mine
You were already mine...

Little sister
I've been sleeping in the street again
Like a stray dog
Little sister
I've been trying to feel complete again
But you're gone and so is God

The soul needs beauty for a soul mate
When the soul wants...the soul waits ...

No I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

For love and sex and faith and fear
And all the things that keep us here
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman
How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

JH introduce me this song - A Man And A Woman by U2. i like the lyrics. especially those words in bold. ((:

2007-03-13T17:44:00.000-07:00

went to school for some workshop yesterday.
was out today for a little while.
and there's dance camp tomorrow till friday.
we're going to dance and dance and DANCE.
wells. there's a major problem now!
dance meeting for ex co starts at 8.30am and so is sc meeting. )):
have to make a wise choice. HUR.
JH currently having a friendly soccer match. prays that MI wins. ((:

2007-03-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

went to AMK HUB today with my family.
and it was so concidence that i met JH.
not knowing that i would be going there and not knowing that he would be there.
didn't really see him though. just saw him on the bus when it's leaving. HAHA.
fate ehs? ((:

but anyways. amk hub is really a big shopping centre.
many fashion shops laa.
shopped around but none of the clothings catches my attention. hur.

however, i'm so happy today. because dad bought me a pair of adidas shoe. ((:
i love my dad! <3
no idea why he decided to buy me one.
what i did was i pointed that shoe to my mum and walk away cos i know she wouldn't get it for me.
then my dad went over to my mum and they were discussing about something.
next moment my mum ask if i really want to get that pair of shoe.
of cos i nodded laa.
moreover, the sales assistant told us that there's double promotion today so my dad bought it.
and i guess partly cos my mum knows that i like adidas laa.
the promotion is really a great deal laa. from 99bucks to 79bucks.
yay! i love my new school shoe. the stripes are my favourite colour - GREEN.

after we left the shop, my mum says this to me:
"oh, now you've got another adidas product added to you huh"
HAHA. she says that cos im now using adidas bag, adidas shoe bag, adidas water bottle and wearing adidas earrings. ((:

well. continue shopping until evening, we left for dinner at some other places.
was feeling really tired that i slept throughout the whole journey home.

here i am at home, playing online games with JH. <3>

2007-03-10T14:08:00.000-08:00

it's the one week march holiday. ((:
during this holiday, i really want to study but school don't allow me too.
on monday i have workshop, tuesday nothing's on, wed to fri have dance camp in school.
i feel that i'm really not having enough sleep these few days due to the orientation.

but overall, this JAE orientation is super fun.
everyone really join into the cheers and everything. all was so ON cans. ((:
thursday was the 2nd day of orientation and it lasted until 9.30pm.
in the morning was talks with the teachers and the fun was at night.

they had this mystery game where there's a victim and five suspects.
so they went to different station to look at the suspects as to find out who the murderer is.
manx. the STEPSISTER in the hall was really scary.
almost everyone from my group got a shock when she threw her chair away and shouted loudly.
this best actress is none other than - CHERYL HOON. ((:
so she's the murderer.

then comes to the prize giving.
we ELEKTRA really think that we would win the BEST CLAN CHEER award.
but eventually, it's ELDORA. and all my OG members were kind of sad.
asking why isn't it them, blah blah blah.
when it comes to the BEST CLAN award, guess what?
its ELEKTRA okays! ELEKTRA! yay! hooray!
we were so happy that we ran one round in the stadium with our clan flag. haha.
elektra's really the best cos everyone really participate in.
they were also very self-motivated and all thanks to my group of cheerleading boys too.
everyone in our group were really great. very enthusiastic, very lively and they can shout.
I LOVE MY ELEKTRA. ((: WE'LL ALWAYS BE THE BEST CLAN FOR 2007.
"we will win the war, we will win the war, WE WILL WIN THE WAR"

showed the parents our MI dance after that and all of them were so happy laa.
all the orientation students really enjoyed themselves and so are the parents
we saw all the smiles on their face. yay! success!
JH was so sweet that he waited for my orientation debrief to end and both of us took the same bus home.
so is PAU and her HAHA. ((:

wells. then it comes to friday. it's Pre-U 2 fun day.
we had amazing race in the morning. our zone was the southern side.
and we had to compete with other two classes.
okays. we were LEADING throughout the whole game. and reached back the starting point ON TIME.
but apparently, we weren't the winner.
judges said we didn't finish some road blocks while the other group finished it.
that group came in last and didn't reach back the starting time on time.
so some of my classmates and the other class was kind of angry laa.
cos we thought we were the winner and the other class was cos they don't like them. hur.

anyways. before the race starts, our form tutor promise us that if we are the winner, lunch is on her.
so when we thought we were the winner, we already planned where to eat for lunch.
but when we know we are not the winner, my teacher says that since she already promise to treat us, then the plan carries on.
all of us were so happy.
heys, 06A4, it's alright that we never win, we know that we're always the strongest and united class. yes? ((:

so lunch was at vivo city - fiq and olive. it sells pasta.
it's where afiq is working so there's 30% discount.
our form tutor ordered many side dishes and pasta for us. she's really nice.
and total cost is like $280+. hmm.

in the evening, it's our campfire.
garnet people really scream like mad and at the top of their voices.
even though i going to lose my voice, i still shout as loud as possible laa.
yay! GARNET rocks. ((:
started playing the bombing game then learn a campfire cheer, then played scavenger hunt and watched teachers' skit.
the moral of the skit is NOT TO EAT CHEWING GUM. haha.
everything ended fast by 9.30pm.

once again, JH and i took bus home. ((:
i kept poking him throughout the whole journey.
while astha and naran was sleeping. HAHA.
wells. so i reach home at around 10.30pm i guess.

was feeling so tired laa. hurried wash up already.
and fell sleep real soon. ((:

2007-03-05T19:18:00.000-08:00

yay! new pictures are uploaded again. ((:

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2094833429

wells. i was out yesterday afternoon to town with my juniors - HARIS, DAVID, SUHAIMI.
supposedly got also timothy but he say he couldn't make it.
he forever busy with derek and his group of friends laa.
then always ditch us. right timothy? HAHA.
anyways. we met up at orchard station then walk to heeren.
shopped around heeren and we left to cine. then i suggested to play pool. yay!
so we went up to level 8 to play K POOL. manx. it's kind of expensive though.
partly cos it was on a sunday.
wells, we played for like an hour plus then left for dinner.
went to long john silver for dinner.
after dinner, we sat there for awhile and chat and time was running out cos haris needs to shit. HAHA.
so we went paragon's toilet then it was time for haris to go back to work and david needs to go home already.
and all of us parted at around 7.15pm. ((:

as for today. only did survey during PE lesson then was break.
after that was suppose to be Management of Business lesson but the teacher was absent so more break.
then followed by HT and the 3 period of breaks again.
and finally we had mother tongue lesson after so many breaks.
if only we could have pushed up the mother tongue lesson, we won't need to stay until 5pm.
we would more likely be able to go home at around 1.15pm laa. my gosh.
didn't think was a waste of time in the beginning but later, i agree it's a waste of time because of something.

wells. was also slightly affected by some issue today.
but forget it, i'm not going to bother about that kind of issue already.
just to let you know, i'm really tired and exhausted already.

today's the last day of me seeing my juniors. sadded.
i'm so going to miss them laa. but they say that they might come back to crash the orientation. hooray! ((:
anyways, JAE orientation will commence on wednesday. which means i will get more busy.
so by hook or by crooke, i have to finish my all my homework by tonight. )):

2007-03-04T02:23:00.000-08:00

oh yeah, i don't like school sometimes.

1. have to report to school by 8am on monday morning = lesser morning bus ride with him
2. soccer training has change to tue and thur = no more bus ride home with him
3. dance cca is on wed and fri = no more bus ride home with him
4. mon ends school early for me = have to spend 45mins rotting in the library waiting for him
5. weekends are for family = lesser time spend with him
6. new campus is not as small as bartley = fewer chance of bumping into him
7. school ends late = lesser shoppings with him
8. having more guy friends = more quarrels with him
9. more homework and test = lesser time to text him

sadded. i miss him!

2007-03-04T01:34:00.000-08:00

pictures taken at tonight's bbq are uploaded already.

here you go: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2094914713

all i can say was FUN.
spending the evening there was really nice.
with relatives whom i dont know also. i love this kind of gathering laa. ((:
played billiard at the clubhouse somemore.
but anyhow play one laa. cos all my cousins are still young and they don't know how to play also. HAHA.
at around 9pm plus, all of us sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song to my dad.
for the very first time, about 40 people celebrating for him. so nice laa.
everyone was shocked to know that it's his birthday today. they claimed that its very concidence.

anyways. was bbq'ing with siwei.
he's evil! he tried feeding me with an uncooked satay while i bbq the marshmellow for him. BOO!
it's okays cos i hope you won't be able to finish all your homework. HAHA.
so nearly 10pm, relatives all started leaving as it's getting late.
we left too and reached home around 10.45pm.

this gathering was very fun.
i love the feeling of having a big family.
hopefully there will be another reunion again.

2007-03-03T12:51:00.000-08:00

oh yaa. today's my dad's birthday too. ((:
celebrating his birthday during tonight's bbq too.
it's a surprise cos my relatives doesn't know that it's his birthday. HAHA.

and so concidence that today's our 7th month.
7th month already. it's really not easy.
although we seem to be so sweet and close everytime but there's actually sad moments behind it.
however, both of us managed to pull it through.
and i guess after all those times, it makes stronger and know the importance of one another.
thanks for being nice, caring and sweet to me.
sorry for making you feel alone at times, doing things which makes you upset and not being understanding.
but but but im also sweet at times right? like the valentine's day gift from me to you. ((:

so yaa. I <3> YOU.

2007-03-03T12:35:00.000-08:00

new pictures uploaded under the peek-a-boo section on the right. ((:

Chinese New Year
Feb babies birthday celebration

((:

2007-03-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

manx. have been really busy for the past one week.
everyday also reach home quite late like 9pm plus. oh wells.
had maths test today and i think im going to fail!
wells. today was also the presidential election day.
and it's the A level results day.
my cousin scored 5A and 1B. so smart cans. gosh.

lesson was the same as the other days.
had dance after school. we were really tired after dancing for consecutive four times laa.
then after dance, i rush down to outram park to meet up with my relatives for dinner at some restaurant there.
most of my relatives were there. and so is that ABC cousin.
his just so cute manx. ((:

when we were about to go home, i carried him around and played with him.
it's like he play until he didn't want to go home with his own parents.
he just kept waving goodbye to them, push me to another direction and when i ask him if he wants to go home with me, he just nod his head.
i miss him! ((: so cute laa.

anyways. i shall soon upload pictures taken yesterday for Feb birthday babies celebration.
there's me, pravin and sanjoy. yay!

and i can't wait for tomorrow's bbq. yay!
heard that there would be around 40 relatives laa. HAHA.
it will be held at my aunt's condo. ((:
and then i will be out on sunday. yay!

I LOVE THIS WEEKEND! ((:

2007-02-24T22:55:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for quite some time already.
anyways. was out today with my parents to square 2. the shopping centre that is near novena square.
we went there for lunch and shopping. ((:
pass by this facial shop and decided to trim my eyebrows. partly because my mum allow too.
and its cheap anyways. 5bucks only.
after that, the person kept asking my mum to allow me for a facial wash. and yay, my mum agreed. ((:
it lasted for about one and a half hour. after which, i met up with my parents again.
we shopped for awhile. dad was extremely nice. he kept asking me to shop for more clothings.
and whenever we pass by a certain fashion shop, he will just ask me to look out for their mini skirts cos he knows i want to get some. ((:
THANKS DAD AND MUM!

and not forgetting about my brother!
he surprised me yesterday by giving me a mp3 as my belated birthday present. ((:
THANKS BROTHER!
i think im being too pampered. more gifts, more clothings, etc. yay!

oh yaa. having some dinner next friday at some restaurant cos my uncle will be flying back to US soon.
and will be having bbq on next saturday too. it's some family gathering organise by my aunt.
i can't wait but in the meantime, school is getting busier. )):

will be having dance rehearsal at NUS cultural centre next monday from 8pm - 10pm.
manx. just pray that there won't be any homework on that day.
and luckily my dad will be there to fetch me home or else i will probably reach home like 12am? hmm.
and then the next rehearsal would be from 7pm - 11pm. oh wells.
it's for the dance syf. thats why. hmm.

anyways. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRAVIN. so sorry that i couldnt go for your 21st birthday party today.
hope you enjoy yourself okays?

and wells. wasn't in a good mood yesterday cos of someone.
but all thanks to my junior message, it made me smile.
THANKS HARIS and TIMOTHY. ((:

2007-02-14T20:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to everyone. ((:
firstly, i want to thank all those people who gave me valentine's day gift.
it's so sweet and nice of them.
especially macrina! she bought me that elmo balloon when i say i wanted.
i love her more than JH. lalala.

anyways. had chinese new year rehearsal after school.
we did nothing much except we need to know when to get the props out on the stage laa.
wells. on that day, my role is going to be kind of weird and funny.
i think everyone will just laugh at me laa. hmm.
we'll wait and see what will i be doing. HAHA.
oh ya. during the rehearsal, that star idol finalist guy came and perform also.
cos previously he graudated from MI bartley campus and he joined the alumni too.
whenever got this kind of event, he confirm will be there to perform.
this year, his singing luo zhi xiang song - jing wu men and dancing. ((:
interesting though. me and lynn finish watching the whole rehearsal.

in the meanwhile, the soccer team were having match against the alumni.
i just watch a bit only as the rehearsal was going on.
and i manage to catch JH playing. his the goalkeeper. ((:
was praying for him to win too.
and the result was 1 - 1 in the end. yay!

after rehearsal, JH still has to stay for soccer training.
so i went home first. it's alright laa.
cos somehow we some sort of celebrated valentine's day yesterday already.
HAPPY! ((:

2007-02-11T20:41:00.000-08:00

PISSED. feels that my freedom is gone. GONE.

2007-02-10T10:59:00.000-08:00

19th birthday yesterday. ((:
spent half of my day studying and do chinese test. HUR.
well. gave up performing for Chinese New Year cos i needed to study chinese and since my 2 close friend in dance are not joining too.

anyways. JH was being sweet and nice yesterday.
he came over to my house bus stop and send me to school.
he gave me that BIG ASTROBOY that he bought from hongkong. ((:
its so cute laa. its remote control one. so it will move around my house. HAHA.
and its 90cm tall.
wells. thats not the birthday present from him laa. birthday present is something from ADIDAS.
yay! i think im becoming more and more like him already.
adidas here adidas there. HAHA. ((:

after sending me to school, he stayed a while and left to meet herman.
so i was alone in the canteen eating my lunch and study chinese while waiting for macrina and tingting.
gradually, one by one my classmate all come and its time for MOTHER TONGUE PAPER 2. )):
out of 4 questions, could do 3 laa. one didnt have time to finish cos i dont really know what to write also. HUR.
paper ended at 4pm. and waited for dad till 5pm to fetch me.

well. down to yishun after that to fetch my mum from work.
and there we go, to a vegetarian restaurant for birthday dinner.
the food are so delicious, nice and cheap laa.
this time round, my brother foot the bill. HAHA. thanks. ((:
after dinner, we just went home cos i wanted to watch the 9pm show.

anyways. was suppose to go out today with some people laa. but in the end, didnt make it due to some reason.
so i decided to stay at home and pack my room later.
its getting more messy each day. HAHA.
but sometimes, its no use packing cos i need to dig out books that are like at the extremely low level.
and then it gets messy again. )):
oh wells. yay! will be going for my driving theory test tomorrow. actually i signed up since last year.
but was so busy that i kept dragging it until now. HAHA.

and yaa. thanks to the people that wished my happy birthday yesterday.
and even thanks to my classmates who made me malu outside the container classroom by singing the birthday song cans.
but still, a BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE. especially JH. <3

january babies birthday

2007-02-03T11:12:00.001-08:00

the video i took on the day of the birthday celebration. ((:

but i think the resolution for my entry is too small. )):

2007-01-31T05:53:00.001-08:00

yay. today's wednesday. this week is coming to an end.
boo. cos it means it's less than a week to common test.
im so not prepared laa. oh wells.
anyways, today had GP lesson for the whole day.
in between lesson, we celebrated birthday for the January people and they are VITZ and DESMOND. ((:
apparently, i've uploaded the pics already. it's
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2096011207
or you can find it under the PEEK-A-BOO section.